➵𝗠𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗛𝗮𝗻𝗮𝗯𝗶➵ (shoya ishida x reader)

V

I walked out the school remembering the events of earlier but when i open the door i see shouko,Kazuki, keisuke, and shoya i walk up to them whats going on here? I turn to shouko signing 'can we be friends' i grab her hand and pull her away "come on shouko he dosn't deserve it" i say and storm off

The next day i went to school and i didn't see shouko i went up to miki and asked "hey have you seen shouko" but before she could respond the principal walked in and everyone took a seat, the principal started discussing about the events that unfolded yesterday is that why shouko isn't here

When the teacher got mad and told shoya to stand up "shoya stand up we all know it's you" he said, banging his hand on the chalkboard. The students all gasp as shoya stud up wow i never seen teacher act like this

The teacher than called on naoka to ask if she witnessed any of the bullie ment to which she automatically snitches kazuki does to, when shoya points out it was the girls to miki starts to cry oh wow how fake can a person get "y/n you sit next to shouko have you seen anything" principal  ask i can feel everyone eyes on me but i just stay silent do i say what happened or do i keep quiet these words ran through my head the entire time

"y/n if you don't speak up now we will be contacting your parents" i wanted to speak to atlestlet something out but i coulding it was like something was suffocating me i stand up and run out the classroom i run to the nearest station and get on the closest train to Tarui to go visit Fuwa waterfall but when i got there i couldn't speak this emotion was eating me up i stayed there at until it was 6 and started to head back home before i opened the door i prepared myself for what's to come

As soon as I walked through the door I could hear my mom from the living room "come her" i walk over to the couch "i got a call from school you wanna tell me what it about" i stay silent "Y/N answer me!" momma yells, tears jerk my eyes but i keep quiet "You don't wanna speak huh as expected you know what i have too much to deal with right now and your just adding on to it!" mom shouts as she stomps upstairs and slams the door

I start to cry dad sits next to me and gives me a side hug "Y/n" "dad i couldn't speak no matter how hard i tried i couldn't speak" that night i cried into my dad's shoulder until i fell asleep

I got suspended for 3 days but when i go back i learned that shouko transferred schools not to long ago i learned that we were getting evicted from our house after that i started to put the pieces together i was really sad at first but mom convinced me it was the best option when i came back to school i can tell something happened the first thing i noticed was sho's head down and the rest of the group was in a corner

"Hey guys, whats up with sho" i said walking towards them "hey y/n, lets just say we dont 'affiliate' with him after all it would look bad on us 'the guy who bullied a def girl and made her transfers friends" kazuki said "but to be fair all of you played a role in the bullying" i said crossing my arms "yah but i really didn't want my mom to get called" miki laughs along with naoka  Shinjiro glanced at me.

I walk over to shoya he looks up at me and looks back down "leave me alone" "i-i just wanted to say" "i said leave me alone y/n!" he said loud but not loud enough for everyone else to hear class soon started i was walking to my related arts when i forgot i left my bag in homeroom when i get there i see my friends writing something on sho's desk i hide behind the walls till they leave

When i step in the room i see varius thing wrote on it such as 'Go away ishida' 'It should have been you' 'nobody wants you here' 'everyone talks about you' 'your mom deserved what she got' all these horrible thing i grab a cloth and some cleaner and try my best to scrub it off

I hear someone walking towards me it was shoya he grabs my shoulder and pushes me and reads the words on the desk "y/n" shoya says "y-yes sho" "be honest with me...do you feel the same as the others" i was a bit taken back before i answered "N-no i would never you my friend remember" "It's all lies you know you want me to leave too!" he yells throwing the towel at me and storming out the room i continue to to scrub the desk but the bell ring oh no i missed art

After school me and my brother walk to the stationery store near us cause i wanted to write a letter to all my friends before i left i got letters, stickers, and pens we walk back home to see movers in our house they have been here for the past 3 or 4 days so it wasn't unusual we walk in and i go to the table with my brother shinjiro mama made us F/F and i got to writing i finishes most of the letters except one shoya i tried to think but i didn't know how to display my feelings on paper

I go up to my mom's room "mom can i go out for a bit" i asked "yah be back before 7 ok" "k mom love you" i change my outfit and put on my shoes "where are you going y/n" shinjiro said after putting something in the microwave "to my thinking place"

i step out the door and lock it i put in my headphones and connect it to my phone and pressed shuffle on my playlist when i arrived at the top fuwa waterfall it was starting to get dark when i look up to see a shooting star i got it!

I pull out a sheet of paper and start writing shoyos letter