I LOVE YOU

CONFUSION

"Vidhi do you think he has forgotten me?" Tejasswi asked Vidhi when they were having lunch.

"Kya hua Teju?" Vidhi asked, concerned.

"It looks like.... Pehle lagta tha kabhi kabhi jab wo camera me dekh kar smile kar deta tha!! Ab toh bilkul hi.... Vidhi.. I am okay if he wants to move forward in life with anyone... Lekin mein kya karu? Should I wait or not??" Tejasswi asked, confused.

"Teju!! You need to be patient!! Even if he wants to move forward, let him say that and don't assume! He might be fighting his situations, he might be overwhelmed, use bhi samajh nahi aa raha hoga. Ho Sakta wo bhi dar raha hoga ke tu use galat toh nahi samajh rahi hai!" Vidhi said rubbing her back lovingly.

"But they look close! Sharing the bed, sometimes even food!! They are always together. Karan ka jab jhagda ho jata hai she always hugs him to calm him down. Aur wo ho bhi jata hai, which I think is a good thing! Lekin jab wo bahar aa jayega, tab I don't want to be a problem for him." Tejasswi had a tear in her eye.

"Teju! Talk to Omi maybe!" Vidhi suggested.

"Have you seen his vlog! The recent one! Last day par jab wo ander ja raha tha she was with him aur usne uski team ko specificly kaha bhi tha to take care of her!! Vidhi am I forcing him to be with me! Matlab mein forcefully toh...." Tejasswi said but vidhi cut her off

"Teju! He was the one jo tujhe baar baar approach kar raha tha na! Tu kaise burden ho sakti hai, stop overthinking! This is so not you!" Vidhi said.

"I know! Par...." Tejasswi wanted to say more but Vidhi shushed her.

"Shush now! Finish up your lunch hum aaj sham ko bahar jayenge aur tu mere sath rukegi raat me! Also, take it as a warning or whatever wo Rudra... He has been asking about you... Meine abhi Karan ke bare me bataya nahi hai kyunki tu keh rahi uske bahar ane tak rukna hai. But, dude he is desperate... Beware!!" Vidhi said changing the topic, so that Tejasswi doesn't overthink and end up taking any decision which she could regret later.
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"Kya soch raha hai?" Rashmi asked Karan when she saw him standing near the pool area.

"Kuch nahi yaar!" Karan replied.

"Gharwalo ki yaad aa rahi hai?" Rashmi questioned.

"Not really.. itne saalon se akela reh raha hu thodi si aadat pad jati hai..." Karan said.

"Fir Yogi ke bare me soch raha hai?" Rashmi teased.

"Nahi.. woh to pura time sath hi rehti hai!" Karan smiled.

"Toh soch! Acchi ladki hai . Choti hai tujhse lekin pyaar me age nahi dekhte! She likes you.. I feel that! Aur pata hai yahan Jo relation bante hai lifetime ke liye hote hai! Ab Jasmine aur Aly ko dekh!! Ya apne Suyash aur kishwar ko!! Dono hi tere dost hai nah!!" Rashmi said "Aur waise bhi aisa koi serious relationship to tha nahi na tera yaha ane se pehle! Kuch flings honge bhi toh woh flings the!! Ab serious ho ja!!" Rashmi tried to play cupid.

Karan nodded!! He was in a deep thought!! He was just so unsure about everything!! Everyone in the house and the host were adamant to make him beleive that there was some kind of spark between him and Yogi!! Though he was quite clear before coming in the house that Tejasswi was the one for him!! And now because of constant poaching he was just so confused.

What if all of them were right?? Though through out his life he has always done what he thought was right, but the last relationship has taken a toll on him. He was sensitive about this particular topic. He doesn't want to be in the same position again, which he was in his last relationship. Or worst he didn't wanted to actually cheat on Tejasswi just because he was not sure!

The bracelet that she has gifted was the link that kept their heart connected, but in the last task he had to take it out so that he doesn't break it. But that bracelet was returned back with his stuff, by mistake! And now he felt that the only thing that kept him grounded was not with him.

But if a bracelet is needed for you to keep reminding yourself that there is a girl, and YOU have asked her to wait for you... Then dude is it really worth it? Woh bohot innocent hai!! She has gone through alot in her last relationship, and still is positive about the feeling of love.. don't spoil that for her!! Ya to aage badh ja yaha par ya to bahar jane tak wait kar le!! His consciousness kept reminding him time to time!

"Let's just focus on the game for now!! Bas thode din ki baat hai!" Karan tried to reason with his consciousness.
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"Teja Bhai!!!" Omi called Tejasswi, he sounded pretty excited about something.

"Haan Omi!" Tejasswi said, chuckling.

"Karan Bhai ke liye kuch message record kar do!! Christmas ke liye!" He said.

"Nahi Omi.. bohot awkward ho jayega!! You know, wo kya bolega ke ye kaun hai!! Rehne dete hai!" She said. She just wanted to give Karan some space.

"Okay!" Omi said in a small voice. "Accha koi gift bhej do!" He suggested.

"Kya bheju Omi! Use toh shayad pehle wala bhi pasand nahi aya!" Tejasswi said, though she didn't intended but she sounded sarcastic.

"Teja Bhai... Woh.. task ke liye nikala tha galti se saman me aa gaya hoga!" Ome said.

"Aur usne dhundha bhi nahi? It's okay Omi!! Hum.... Waise bhi abhi official toh the nahi.. aur you know, meine hi kaha tha ke agar koi accha Lage toh uska hath pakad Lena!" Tejasswi explained.

"Woh aapko pyaar karte hai Teja Bhai! Wo aisa nahi karenge...." Omi wanted to explain but Tejasswi interrupted

"Omi.... Bas na!! Wo khush hai na.. bas!!" Tejasswi disconnected the call. 

Koi nahi Teju!! Thoda wait kar le!! Aa jane de use bahar!! She thought to herself.

She took out the poleriode and clicked a picture and wrote
Ab toh mujhe pata bhi nahi hai ke tum yeh pictures dekhoge bhi ya nahi! Mujhe tum par pura trust hai Karan.. lekin mein samajhti hu jab koi accha lagta hai toh koi logic kaam nahi karta! Tum jo bhi decision loge, mein sath hu tumhare!!
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Sorry to break your hearts!! Lekin long distance relationships bohot tough hote hai. Aur yeh dono toh abhi initial level par hi hai. Thoda bohot to confusion hoga na!!!

Sorry to spoil your night. Aur don't trust me with happy endings.. mene wo one shot bhi likha hai (phir milenge!) jisme mujhe bohot galiya padi thi!!! Toh..... Yeah!!

Aur yeh twitter par kya fursat me hote hai log! Ab teju ki purple saree ke hi piche pad gaye hai!! Mein kabhi kabhi ek round laga leti hu lekin humesha waha kuch na kuch RR chal hi Raha hota hai! Aur ye jo log itne confidence se kisi ke kapde par, paiso par ya character par questions kar lete hai.. Inka khud ka achievement kya hai pyaru ke pictures dekh kar drool karne ke alawa. Aur age kya hai inki inko allow kaise kar rahe hai!! Fir character assasination bol kar mujhe question karne wale log kaha hai twitter par..
Itni problems hai duniya me yaar.. itna dard hai toh waha koi solution de do. Teju ke kapdo, aur tumhare pyaru ki khuli buttons se jyada important chize hai wo.

Atleast Wattpad par kuch toh creative kar rahe hai log (shamelessly apni tarif🤣🤣)