Touch Me

>18<

T.W. Mention of S.A.

-Azrail-

I blink at this new piece of information. Surely there must some kind of reason, my angel would never.

"I know you're already disgusted by me, I won't be surprise if you don't want to date me anymore." She says, her eyes already tearing up.

So it is true.

I shake my head and wipe her tear away. "You're not getting ride of me that easily,"

"Yeah, wait till you hear the rest." She scoffs, not believing me.

I look at her, waiting for her to continue.

"You already know I have a mountain load of parental issues, especially when it comes to getting affection from my father." She starts, I nod.

"Well, I started acting up to get his affection. I started going out and coming home drunk, and I will go missing for days, but that did nothing."

That's why she doesn't drink anymore.

"I still did decent in school but I did everything for attention, from sleeping around and even having a reputation."

Oh.

"Sleeping with guys made me feel the warmth that my dad never gave me, and alcohol allowed me to 'feel' even though it was all in head, if that makes sense. The only healthy thing I did was ballet and collecting stuff animals."

She stops, taking another inhale, her eyes are starting to turn red.

"Abigail was the nice girl everyone loved, quiet little nerd and we just became friends. We confided in each other and it was a judgment freezone." She says, reminiscing.

"She started dating this guy, but refused to tell me who it was because he wanted to keep it a secret. One day, we got invited to this party and she didn't want to go and we got into a fight because I didn't want to go alone."

"I eventually left her and went to the party and had my fun. This boy, in the football team, came to me and offered me a drink and I took it. I remembered Abigail had a crush on him but the moment she got into a relationship, she stopped talking to him. He wasn't my type at all, but the drink he gave me made me feel warm and dizzy so he took me to a room."

"Next thing I know, I woke up, no clothes on me and my phone ringing. I'm use to blacking out but never like that so I already knew there was something wrong. I answered my phone and it was both of my parents yelling and telling me to come home, I was late for my checkup."

"I went home and they took me to the hospital," She started sobbing by then and I hugged her, a part of me already knew where this was going and it breaks my heart. "The doctor, um the doctor came and said that it seemed that I've been rape and need stitches."

"My parents didn't believe in the rape because they knew my history but when they saw that I couldn't remember what happened, they believed me immediately and called the police. The damage was already done, the moment I looked at my phone I got spam messages of Abigail cursing me out and sending me a video of me her boyfriend kissing me. She said I was the worst friend and that she will make my life a living hell."

She breaks down into sobs, I comfort her. "It's not your fault angel, breathe."

"She had someone post all my nudes on social media, and since she was loved by all everyone in school hated me for sleeping with her boyfriend. My parents got Officer Walker, Jack's father, on the case but with my reputation he only got expelled and the person who leaked my nudes got probation for child pornography. Abigail did not receive any punishment, I even got suspended for taking those pictures and the person who helped leak them was innocent."