You're still in my Heart

1.

Jimin's pov :

"Baby wake up it's time to go to school" I said while waking up my baby boy,

"Mama let me sleep more please" he whined,

"No no baby wake up" I said ,

"Mama please" he whined,

"If you are not wake up now, there is no amusement park this weekend" I said sternly,

He woke up and sat on the bed,

"that's my boy come, get fresh up now " I said and ruffled his hair,

"Mama I don't want to go to school" he said with pout,

"why baby is there any problem?" I asked with concern,

"Everyone come to school with their parents, But I will go only with Mama, My friends are teasing me" he cried,

"Baby Bunny Just listen to me" I said while carrying him,

"No I don't wanna listen to you today, I want to meet my appa , let's go back to korea Eomma" He whined,

"Jeon Jung-Min you are just 5 years old, Don't think that you are old enough to decide, why are you not listening to me?" I shoved my anger on him,

He start crying, I control myself and made him sat on my lap,

"Bunny Mama is sorry, I am sorry to triggering my anger on you, But please listen to Mama once" I said while wiping his tears.

He nodded, "There are some things you don't understand now, but definitely one day you'll meet your appa Okay" I said while caressing his hair,

"Is my bunny still angry on his Mama" I said while cupping his cheeks,

"NO, if Mama promise me to take to amusement park this weekend" He said hugging me,

I nodded while smiling widely,

"Bunny can I say something " I said hugging him near my chest,

"What is it Mama" he said looking into my eyes,

"Bunny you are all I have in my life, Because of you I am living, You don't leave your Mama right? " I said cryingly,

"your Bunny never leave his Mama alone" He said while wiping my tears,

"that's my boy, let's go to shower, it'll be late to school" I said while holding him he nodded.

In the evening,

"what is my champ doing?" Tae said entering into living room,

"Tae uncle" Jung-min spread his arms to Tae to hug him,

"Did you miss me that much hero?" Tae said,

"I missed you so much, there is no one to play here, I am all alone" Jung-min whined.

"why don't we start playing now " Tae said,

"Hurray!! let's play Tae uncle" Jung-min exclaimed

"Ok then you guys play together, I will prepare dinner" I said and they showed their hands to give me a permission,

I am doing my work when my phone start ringing, I look at the caller id and sighed,

I answer the call

(on the phone)

Mrs.park : Jimin did you see the invitation?

Jimin : which invitation Mom?

Mrs.park : I sent courier check it

Jimin : Mom someone is knocking on the door I'll call you later

Mrs.park : okay!!!

I cut my call, open the door get the courier,

when I opened it, my heart broke into pieces,

My fear come true, he is getting married,

My love of my life is getting married,

"Minnie who knocks on the door" tae entered into living room,

I wipe my tears and handled him the invitation he read that and said "Is it true that he is getting married? what about you and Jung-min?"

"Tae I already told you that he never loves me and about Jung-min he didn't even knew that he had a son" I said while wiping my tears,

He hug me, "It's just a one night Tae, he didn't even remember what exactly happened that day, whenever bunny asks him I am trying my best not to bring this topic, how can I say to bunny that his father not knew his son existence " I said and broke down into tears,

"shh, calm down Minnie, Bunny might hear you" he said I wipe my tears and said "where is he?"

"He is sleeping in his room" he said I nodded

"Are you feeling better now?" he said I again nodded,

I went to his room, place a kiss on his forehead and left to my room.

Next day~~~~~~~~~

"Bunny why are you not eating anything " I said taking him on my lap,

"Mama let's go for a walk" he said I got panick , touch his forehead and said

"why baby are you not feeling well, let's go to see doctor" I said while holding him taking my bag,

"Mama I just want to walk" he said again,

"Bunny are you sure, you just want to walk, you don't want any ice cream?" I questioned,

He just nodded his head, He is same like as his father in thoughts and facial expressions too,

"ok let's go for a walk" I hold his hand, went outside to walk,

while walking there he saw a small girl walking while holding their parents hands,

he hold my hand tightly, I look at him, he is crying, I immediately hug him, made him sit on my lap wiping his tears,

"why bunny why are you crying?" I said wiping his tears,

"Mama can I ask you something" he said I nodded,

"Mama let's go for appa's marriage" I widened my eyes, How did he know,

"Bunny how did you know this" I said holding my tears,

"last night I woke up when I hear you crying, you are holding appa's photo and crying and murmuring about marriage" he said in a one go,

"Bunny It's not-----" I got cut off by

"Mama this is the last time I am asking about appa, when we go there I don't even call him appa, you said you never see a good boy like appa, I----I just want to see him before getting married" he said while crying

I wipe his tears and hug him tightly, we are crying on each other shoulders,

after some time we went to home,

he became so silent today, before going to bed, I made him sit on the bed,

cupping his hands in mine,

"Bunny do you really want to see appa" I asked,

He nodded, "Then promise me you don't create any trouble there, we will go 2 days before marriage, Is that okay for you?" I said,

"I promise Mama, okay, I don't want to stay longer there" he said, I place kiss on his forehead,

"Good boy now let's go to sleep" I said and ruffle his hair and tug him under blanket.

Then my phone start ringing,

I answer call,

(on the phone)

Jimin : Mom I told you give me some time,

Mrs. park : It's not the thing I call for you, *********************

Jimin : when did it happened, I am coming tomorrow.

Mrs. park : Ok, Gn8

Jimin : Gn8.