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After some days
Jk and yn were cuddling on bed , it was night time

After some days Jk and yn were cuddling on bed , it was night time

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Yn : bunny, can i ask you something?

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Yn : bunny, can i ask you something?

Jk : hmmm

Yn: you said that oppas and unnies didn't trust me cause of their past , will you tell me what happened, i promise i won't tell to anyone (innocently)

Jk chuckled and kiss her cheek softly,who closed her eyes feeling his lips

Jk: everything was OK in my life, i was a really bubbly, energetic, happy guy ,but things started to change when eomma and appa adopted a boy named ROY ,i was so happy to get a elder brother,i literally started jumping around the whole mansion, i was just 4 years old and i think he was about 8. It didn't took me alot time to realise that my parents are not giving attention to me now ,their attention was only on ROY , like mom didn't even ask me if i eat or not , appa didn't play with me , everything in my life changed . 4 years old me used to look at them with so much hope in my eyes

Flashback

Mr and Mrs Jeon were feeding Roy forgetting that their 4 years old son is looking at them with his doe eyes waiting for his eomma to feed him

Kook : eowmma fweed tokkie

Mrs Jeon: (irritated) JUNGKOOK CAN'T YOU FUCKING EAT WITH YOUR OWN HANDS , CAN'T YOU SEE I AM FEEDING MY SON

his eyes become teary when his mom called him with his full name

Flashback end

At first his(roy) behaviour was good with me but when i turned near around five he started abusing me , i tried to tell appa and eomma but they didn't trust me but when he said that i slap or whatever they trusted him and slowly slowly they also started abusing me , well my school life was also not good as he was in the same school as me , i started to become depressed, my smile died , you know what hurted me alot that even the guards and maids noticed that i didn't smile but my eomma and appa didn't infact they thought that i am showing my attitude and being a ungrateful brat

One day when i woke from my sleep i went downstairs just to see my appa shouting

Kook: a.appa what happened? (Doe innocent eyes)

Mr.jeon: someone stole you eommas diomond ring (little arrogant)

Little kook gasped when he listened it

Roy: appa

Mr.jeon : yes son (soft)

Making kookie look at him with hurt eyes

Roy: appa i saw kookie coming from your room while hiding something, i asked him but he didn't said anything, i thought to tell you when you asked me about ring but i thought that you will not trust a orphan like me over your own son

Kook looked at him with widened eyes , but he knew his appa will trust him , he looked at his appa with hope but Mr Jeon just glared at him making kookie look at him with hurt eyes thinking how can his appa not trust him

On that day i tried to tell appa but he didn't listened and throw me out of the house after beating the shit out off me , i was 9 years old when this happened, i used to beg to people for food , one day when i was cleaning cars windows on the footpath, i saw them my eomma ,appa and roy they were laughing, i saw how eomma hugged him , how bad i wanted my eomma to hold me like that , how bad i wanted to be safe in their embrace but you know what they did when they saw me , they gave me the most disgusting face which made me feel like shit but still I was happy to see my eomma and appa from long time ,i just gave them a sad smile my appa throw some money at my face and went away and the same day i meet mr.kim he took me in his home and that day my life changed mrs.kim gave me the love i wanted from my mother , again i started to smile , to laugh everything was so good like i was the happiest person on earth but God didn't want me to be happy just after 2 years mrs.kim died

It was offcourse hard for everyone she was just so lovely after 1-2years Appa thought that we all need a eomma , he saw how we all were gloomy, her death had huge impact on everyone specially me as i just got love of a mother but God took it away from me,appa got married to mrs.kwon , she was kind woman well that what we thought but one day i listened her speaking on call that she is doing this for money, she will kill appa and take all the money but guess what she saw me listening her and she started to threaten me , and she made bangpink and appa hate me , you see they all saw her as a mother so yeah they trusted her slowly slowly they all started to distant from me and again i felt the same feeling

It all affected my brain so much , i again lost my smile they were not trusting and i became cold , everyday she used to abuse and also harrass me ......... sexually i was scared but then fear turned into anger, i became aggressive and a very different person who was depressed ,cold , lonely and mostly fearless,it was like a different version of myself and that's how JJK was born , one day when i was fifteen , i saw that she was about to kill taetae , jimin hyung and Jennie nonna cause they listened to her plan would tell everyone, offcourse everyone will trust them cause they were  real siblings i mean i was the last one and lived with them for least time but before that i killed her ,by her shout everyone gathered at the place, when they saw me they all were terrified, appa was shocked when he saw his cute bunny after so much time he observed me and he saw his bunny, who didn't had a smile, whose face was pale , cold and expressionless

After that i stopped talking to everyone also smile , i was just cold to everyone

Hyungs ,appa and unnies regretted not trusting me , ignoring me when they saw my condition, when they listened doctor saying that i was abused , harassed also in last stage of depress-

Au pov

He stopped when he listened a loud sob , he looked down only to find his baby sobbing on his chest , hugging him tightly, snuggling more in his chest clutching on his shirt tightly

Jk: (smile softly) hey precious, look at me , (pecked her nose) i am completely fine now hmm

Yn: (sob) t.they awre bad , i will beat them alot , why they didn't trust my bunny huh? (Pout)

Jk: aigoo (kissed her pout) it isn't their mistake they just trusted their mother , i think everyone would have trusted their eomma only , you see at that time they all wanted love of mother ,which she gave so it was normal for them to trust her and what i wanted to say is that now they are confused to trust you or ysn or i would say they are scared that if they will trust you and what if they got to know that you are a culprit while ysn is a victim or if they trust ysn but what if they got to know that you are innocent so they are just scared and you see ysn just brings some stupid proofs and they trust her , understood my baby tiger

Yn : hmmm (pout) but they are meanie..... bunny

Jk: hmm

Yn: i am always there for you ok, don't worry we both will fight with bad people

Jk smiled softly and kissed her

Hey guys!!!!! Sorry for late update and i think i won't be able to update for some days as i have my exams coming ahead but still i will try to update fast
And please tell me how is this chapter

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