Confession of a High School Whore

chapter 17

Chapter 17 awoke

As I try to open my eyes its like they are glue together I feel this sharp pain as if my body is unresponsive and even just the though of everything hurts My ears is filled with different beeping sounds and water dripping and a familiar yet unfamiliar voice

As I force my eyes open I was blinded by the ceiling light for a while I try to move my neck but my muscles was hand and tense eventually I move my face to the right

Seeing a boy lay on my bed with his face his hand in mine I try to speak but my body is unresponsive after a few attempts I squeeze his hand his face look up to me

Our eyes met and his chocolate brown eyes looked so sad like he have been crying for days at a time I gave Ty hand another squeeze
And the brightest smile came across his lips

Your awake

I try to speak up but my mouth didn't wanna open all of the sudden the room is filled with man and women wearing white ty was drag outside

This guy shine a bright flashlight in my eyes and wrote stuff down eventually they check other stuff and help me up to drink water

After a while I managed to find my voice it was weak and fainted

Where's Ty ?

One of the nurses inform me he is outside and will be back shortly and they left

As Ty walk in the room I gave him a smile or try to at least as he sit down next to me we had this awkward silence and I could see he was happy yet disappointed at once

I motion for him to take my hand he did so without question

Ty I fucking love u

He didn't say anything at all he just look surprise so I thought he didn't hear me as I open my mouth he place his fingers over my lips and shook his head

Save your energy we can talk tomorrow

I nob at him unfortunately visiting hours was over and he have to leave which bought the greatest heartache in my chest

I close my eyes thinking about the dreams I had while I was in a coma my dreams were of Ty we never broke up I never became a whore we were happy I wish I didn't wake me

The dinner they gave me actually didn't suck I got pudding with orange juice and some rice and mash

Days turn in to weeks Ty will pop by before and after school always bringing me chocolate or flower he once snuck a hamburger in for me

Some of the nurses informed me that he is the only one who visited me , they did call my father but he never showed up

As my stitches is removed I check the horrible cut marks on my arm thinking to myself what have I done I've been in the hospital for over a month now and tomorrow I'm allowed to go home

Some of the nurses even gave me psychotherapist numbers and other people helping with suicidal problems

Days before I left the nurses help me to vet strength back in my legs and I can even walk without crutches just not for very long.