𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗼𝗻 𝗯𝗼𝘆, 𝗷𝗮𝗱𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗵𝗼.

18. messages

i hate those bitches fr😒
kiara jenner
kylie jenner
kendall jenner
khloe kardashian
kim kardashian
kourtney kardashian

kiara
guys i'm so fucked

kourtney
why? what's wrong?

kiara
okay at least everyone
hasn't heard about it

kourtney
are you okay?

kiara
no

kim
it's fine kie

kim
don't worry about it

kiara
im such a horrible person

kourtney
someone explain

kiara
i slept with jacob elordi
and there's pictures of
us kissing everywhere

kourtney
wait i thought you were
with the footballer

kiara
i feel so fucking bad

kylie
have you spoken to him yet

kiara
no

kiara
i messaged his friend and
he was really angry at me
and was saying how i just
used him and should give
him space. so i'm giving him
space but i just want to talk
to him

kendall
im sure he'll want to talk soon,
you both like each other so much.
i don't think you'll be able to stay
away for long

kiara
i hope so

khloe
have you spoken to jacobs
girlfriend- or idk ex girlfriend???

kiara
yeah we're fine, i think. i just
told her i didn't know they
were together and she
understood.

khloe
well just leave it a few days
and then you can see how
jadon is doing, that is if he
doesn't message you before

kiara
i hope he can forgive me

A FEW DAYS LATER
messages between
kiara jenner
jadon sancho

kiara
hey j, do you want to talk?

jadon
um sure

kiara
i do like you jadon i really do,
like more than i've ever liked
anyone. i regret what i did so
much and i just really hope
you can forgive me.

jadon
i don't know kiara. i really
liked you and i feel like you
just fucked me over.

jadon
like i wasn't there with you
so you just slept with
someone else

jadon
it feels fucking shit. like
i've been used.

kiara
i promise i wasn't using
you jadon. i was drunk
and wanted you to be there

jadon
so you slept with someone
else? totally makes me feel better

jadon
i feel fucking embarrassed for
ever trusting you. you're rich,
well known, and have millions
of boys wanting you.

jadon
why did i ever think you would
settle down with me out of all
people. why the hell would you
want a footballer when you have
singers and actors at your feet.

kiara
jadon i get that you're angry at me
and you're thinking all this, but it's
wrong. i want you and only you. a
footballer from london, not all the
snobby actors.

kiara
can we just like start over
or something??

jadon
i physically can't start over kiara.
the little celebrity crush i had on
you when we first met is gone. i
genuinely like you, for you. i can't
act like i have a small crush, because
it's a fucking big crush. im falling
for you and i can't go back to how
we started.

kiara
we can go slow then. i don't want
to end this. us. you don't have to
forgive me right this second but
we can at least continue what we
have, even if it takes a while for me
to gain your trust again.

jadon
fuck kiara

jadon
if you were any other girl this
would have been over as soon
as i saw those pictures. i wouldn't
even be talking to you right now

kiara
but you are. you don't have to
forgive me right now j, we'll go
slow i promise

jadon
how am i supposed to do this
if i don't trust you. how do i
know your not in bed with
some boy whilst i'm here looking
like a fool.

kiara
im not jadon. the first step we can
take to building us up again can be
you believing me on this one.

jadon
we can take it slow

jadon
but im not gonna trust you
straight away

kiara
that's fine. small steps

jadon
im so fucked up

kiara
well same, so we have
something in common

AUTHORS NOTE
this chapter is so bad don't even

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