Thread The Needle - Sleep Token / Vessel ff

The Tide Comes In Waves

•≪•◦ 𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞 ◦•≫•

•≪•◦ 4 years later ◦•≫•

"You never fuckin cared for me! You never showed me any love, so don't come crying to me telling me that I'm not being a good daughter cause I know I'm not! But I'm like This cause I grew up with a shit mum that was never fucking there!"

"You were never there! You never cared for me!" I screamed in her face and she turned red, she death stared me and I felt the angry tears soak my face as I returned her gaze

"You ungrateful Shitbag if it wasn't for me you would be on the streets!" She yelled at me before throwing a plant pit at me, which broke against the wall as I dodged it.

I picked up a bottle of wine and smashed it over her head before screaming at her one more time

"I hate you! You were never anything to me and you never will be! I would rather the streets then spend another second in this shithole!" I let out a violent skrill and I felt the blood Curdling scream that came out of me echo around the room. I ran to me and Ellie's room, she was still outside and I grabbed my bag and guitar as I jumped out the window

I met Ellie who was in tears and I told her to keep walking. We were silent, and I didn't want to speak, I didn't want to let out my immense anger on her, she didn't do anything

We got to the skate park and I sat David and Kaine there and I lay bed down my guitar and dropped my bag before I started to punch the brick wall of the toilet block

I screamed as I punched it, I violent mess of blood, and tears, though my body was named from the anger and hatred that fueled me. I felt something pulling me to turn, though I was hesitant I followed their actions.

I turn around to a warm embrace, it was farmiliar, I looked up to see Kaine hugging me tightly, his actions begging me to stop. I cryed into his chest and he stood there holding me

He held me tight and my vicious façade crumbles and became a weak being, exposed to the outer world but protected in his firm and comforting grip. We stayed like this that for a while until we dropped to the floor and eventually fell asleep in his lap

When I woke up it was me and Kaine, he brushed my hair out from my face and smiled down at me

"Better?" He asked as my eyes opened fully

"Thank you" I mumbled as I sat up, streching a little before wincing at pain and jolting my hand back toward my body

"Holy Shit" I said as I stare down at my bloodstained knuckles, I had down a job on them, that for sure

"Yea, though I think there may have been more damage to the wall then your hands" he said as he pointed To the brick wall I had punched so violently last night

There was bloodstained in it with clear markings of where my hands made contact. I stared at it for a moment, fulling taking in the damage I had done and getting my barings to stabalize myself.

After a while we head to Kaines house, Daniel and Ellie where at Dans house, they were together so it made sense

And same with me and Kaine, he was my boyfriend so we stayed over a lot.

We talked on the way there and I told him everything that happened with me and my mum. This time I wasn't going back. Me and boys where going to start launching our music at the start of next year, as our band 'HideAway' and we were goanna all move away from This shithole