chapter one 💛💛

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Janiyah pov

I woke hearing my baby cry I got up and walked to his bassinet at the foot of my bed a picked him up and sat on my bed and rolled up my shirt a little to give him access to latch onto my breast.

He fed for about 10 minutes before he fell asleep i burped him and laid him back in his bassinet i yawned and rolled my shirt back down and walked to my kitchen and grabed a bottle of water out the fridge and

Drunk half the water " damn I was thirsty as hell" i said I put the water in my room before walking I the bathroom doing my business I washed my hands and cut the lights off and walked back to my room checking on my baby to make sure he was coo before laying down on my bed falling back to sleep.

I woke up 2 hours later to Jayden crying i rolled over an got out of bed picking him up doing everything I did before I look at my phone checking the time it was about 5:30 am in the morning I have to go to school in 2 hours " i might as well stay up" i say as i look down at Jayden who is half asleep wit my nipple in him mouth i roll my shirt down and i burp him and lay him in the middle of my bed and i put a blanket over him and i lay at the foot of my bed and i go on Instagram.

It's around 6:40 when I start getting ready I jump in the shower for about 9 minutes and i wrap a towel around me and i brush my teeth rinse my mouth out and start getting dressed today I'm wearing .

I walk into my room after getting dressed I start pumping so Jayden can have his milk while I'm at school i pump about 20 minutes and when I look at the time it's about 7:08 and i have to be at school at 8:30 so i pick up Jayden and take him to my...

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I walk into my room after getting dressed I start pumping so Jayden can have his milk while I'm at school i pump about 20 minutes and when I look at the time it's about 7:08 and i have to be at school at 8:30 so i pick up Jayden and take him to my moms room i knock on her door and walk in I wake her up " ma" i shake her lightly and she wakes up " ma get Jayden Im going to school " i say as i lay him in the bed " milks in the fridge" i say as i walk out not before kissing Jayden on the cheek

I walk out of her room closing the door behind me and I grab my car keys off the kitchen counter I grab my phone, charger,air pods , hair ties, lip gloss ,perfume, and deodorant i put all that In my purse i get in my car i start it and start listening to rod wave.

Ayy-ayy-ayy-ayy, ayy, that's probably Tago
Yeah, yeah
Ayy yo, Bans, what you cookin'?
Mm, yeah
She says, "Why did you thug me like that?"
I don't mean to
Sometimes I feel like I don't need you
Unlike other people, I have been here twice before
So I know how the dice roll
So many times I had the chance to tell the truth and played you
So many times you could've went and did you, but was faithful
That's why I wanna thank you and then give you the best of me
I can't take back the past but I got the recipe
Let's jump on a plane, see the world together
Give you my last name, be my girl forever
They see Instagram, comments, and all the likes
But they don't see the makeup, and the breakups, and the fights
It's a cold, cold world, it's a wild, wild life
But as long as I got you, girl, I'm alright
In the middle of the day, at the end of the night
Believe me, I'm right by your side
So if you need me, you can call me
I'll be running for you, darling
Whatever it is, whatever you need
I'll come full speed, guaranteed to
Paint the sky red only for you
Paint the sky red only for you
Paint the sky red for you
Paint the sky red, yeah
Only for you
For you
Yeah, yeah
Uh, uh, yeah, grrah

I rapped all the way to school I got out my car closing the door i grabbed my backpack out my backseat i throw one strap on my shoulder I walked into school I put in one of my Air pods i started walking to my locker i looked up when i saw my best friend when i tell y'all i screamed so loud bruh i droped all my stuff my purse my phone and my bookbag af i ran full speed at her and jumped on her " bitchhhhh!" I screamed as i hugged her tightly " i missed you " she said

" why didn't you call me " i said looking at her i got down " because i fought this girl and i beat half to death for talking about me " she replied " oh " i said " girl i have so much to tell u wit what happened on summer break " i told her as some girl name yaya walked up to us " so which one of y'all hoes was sleeping wit my man over summer break " she and i started fanning the air because baby her breath stank " i think u got the wrong one" aliyah said standing next to me ( aliyah is janiyah best friend btw)

" No he said it was both y'all hoes " she said looking directly at me and baby I started to put my hair in a low ponytail and Aliyah did the same once she saw me do it " WHICH ONE OF YALL HOES DID IT!" she yelled and baby when I tell y'all I started swinging I was throwing punches at her face i made sure I was hitting her and her hits weren't hitting me at all " Bitch. Don't. Know.who.you.yelling at but baby it's not me" i said wit every punch i through and i felt my body being lifted off her " No g let me go " i said trying to break free " yo calm down " i deep voice said i stop my movement and looked at the persons face and when i saw his face bruh when i tell you i never wanted to cry so bad in my life i looked over his shoulder and saw my best friend getting jump and baby when I tell u I jumped out his arms and ran and helped my aliyah i dragged the girl off her and was beating her face in .

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