Amani
Looking down at his phone while he was in the Uber he seen everybody texting and calling him
Amilli answer the phone Amani
Mom where are you Amani
Lilsis if this you running away im finna eat the rest of that subway you left
Uncle Martin get yo ass back to this hotel neow!!
Today was one of those days for amani he didn't wanna be bothered amani suffered from depression since he was fifteen and now it was worse
Having to know that your real father was out and didn't even want you messed him up
When he was ten Trevon got locked up for something he didn't even do and now he would be in jail for almost the rest of his life
He wanted to be mad at his mother but he couldn't because it wasn't her fault
But he didn't want to tell anyone his problems so he just bottled it up being mean and having sex
"Sir we're here" the Uber driver said making him look up
"My bad" Amani mumbled grabbing his stuff
"Have a nice day" he said as Amani shut the door
Walking up the beach Amani opened the Hennessy bottle drinking some
"Fuck you looking at" Amani mugged the white lady
Sitting in the sand far away from everyone he started looking around then he layed back just drinking and smoking till it was dark
"Aye" he heard making him turn
"What" he mugged once he saw who it was
"Damn nigga you having a rough life"Xavier chuckled
"Nigga get the fuck out my face ain't shit funny" Amani looked off
"I ain't tryna start no shit with you I'm just tryna sit with you" Xavier sighed
"Gone head" Amani shrugged
"Your mom looking for you" Xavier broke the silence
"Mhm" Amani nodded
"Why you just up and leave" Xavier asked looking at him seeing some of his features
"Ain't feel like being in that hotel room full of girls" Amani shrugged
"You could've went to yo grandfathers or... you could've came to see me" Xavier said
"Nigga I don't mess with you why would I come see you"
"Nigga don't blame me blame yo momma for this shit" Xavier mugged him getting mad
"Bitch ass nigga no imma blame both y'all we been fucking lied to about this shit one and to find out I had a real fucking dad that didn't wanna be bothered with me that shit lame as fuck" Amani said stumbling up
"Niggas don't understand how not having a father can mess up somebody life everybody need a fucking father in they life y'all mad over some fucking pussy so you don't take care of yo kid nigga is you stupid"
"But you go start a new family have some more kids so you can say fuck the one you knew could have possibly been yours I don't understand you niggas" Amani said about to break down
"Somehow I knew Trevon wasn't my real father I don't even act like that nigga but when I met you it's like we were just alike" Amani said now crying
"I'm sorry bruh" Xavier voice cracked
"I'm sorry all this shit my fault I fucked up man I need a relationship with my son" Xavier said pulling him into a hug as they both cried like two bitches
Hehe
"You got somebody in your life now who a be there for everything" Xavier said
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This was a sap chapter I was in my feelings this day
Happy New Year's Eve drink for me
