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Broken Promises (🥀)

I promised you I would stay with you forever.
I promised you I would never hurt you.
I promised to love you for as long as I'm with you.
I promised I would never leave you.

But the world went against us.
Fate went against us.
The universe went against us.
And it broke us apart.
Death separated us.

If I hadn't of gone on that late night drive, I'd still be with you.
Holding you.
Kissing you.
And telling you that I love you.
But I can't.

I won't ever be able to do that with you till the day you join me.

I wish I never left that bed.
I wish I never left our home.
I wish I hadn't of gotten in that truck.
And sped down that road.

If I stayed with you in that bed you cry in, I wouldn't ever have to see you this way.
It hurts my heart to see you cry for something you didn't do.

My mind is in shambles for making you this way.
I wasn't in a clear state of mind when I drove down that road.
And because of that, I lay 6 feet under where you'll never see me again.

The constant tears.
The zoning out.
The screams of agony in your heart.
The struggle to keep it together.
I can't imagine how you feel.

I stand beside you but you can't see me.
I watch those tears fall from your beautiful, sad eyes.
I hear you cry and scream but I can't do anything to help.
I have tried to yell and shout and scream.
I have tried to touch and hold you.
But reality is a barrier and a realization both of us can't and don't want to comprehend at the moment.

It's my fault.
I won't ever get to tell you I love you.
I won't ever get to hold you.
I won't ever get to hear your soft voice again... only sobs, broken words, and screams.
I won't ever get to sleep beside you without seeing those tear stained cheeks.

I miss seeing you happy.
I miss that sweet smile.
I miss your laugh.
I miss your big, bright eyes.
I miss your touch, your lips, your hugs.
I miss everything before that damn accident.
I miss you.
And I ruined all of that.

I'm sorry Eric.
I'm sorry I put you through all of this.

-Eric, a.k.a McNasty.

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Yes, the first story is Angst. Sorry that a chapter took this long, this first started off as a drabble so when I had time I could make a full story out of it, but I decided. Fuck it. Sooo, yeah. I have 12 other drafts waiting to be finished or turned into full/short stories, so expect some of those in a while, I won't say exactly when, because I don't usually stick to my word when it comes to time related things. Alright, hopefully you read my future stories, thanks for reading this, annndd bye!