Predicting Primrose - Christopher sturniolo

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                           Chapter 17
『 real life 』
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I get out of bed and sneak out

I walk to the beach, this might be the last time i sneak out here at night

Might as well make the most of it

I sit down on the sand

That's until i hear someone behind me

I spin around to see who it is

"Chris?" I ask

"Hey Prim"

"What are you doing here?" I ask

"Could ask you the same thing" He sits down in front of me

"I always come here, did you follow me?" I ask

"I saw you leave the house, i wanted to see where you were going, why did you come here?" He asks

"None of your business"

"Okay then" He says

"Can you leave?" I ask

"Nope" He pops the P

"Chris you know i don't want to talk to you" I fidget with my hands

"We don't have to talk, i just want your company" He says

"Well i don't want yours" I stand up and begin to walk away

"Prim wait" He grabs my arm and spins me around

I fall into his chest

I look up at him to see his eyes already on mine

"Don't do this" I say

"I'm sorry, i really am, i wish i never done it"

"Why did you then?" I ask

"I was scared-" He cuts himself off

"Scared of what?" I ask

"You, us, whatever we have, i fell for you Prim, really fucking bad, i was scared of it, i don't do relationships, i'm so fucking sorry, i never should've called your mum, i thought that if i did and you left i would be able to get over you but ever since i did all i've felt is so bad, i'm so fucking sorry i don't know what to do anymore" He puts his hand on my cheek

"You fell for me?" I ask

"So fucking bad"

I don't care anymore, i lean up and kiss him

This time the kiss feels surreal, nothing else in the world matters, i don't care that Chris told her, all i care about is kissing him, and him kissing me

My hands wrap around his neck and his travel down my back, get shivers from the sensation of his cold hands

This kiss is gentle, not like the ones we've had before when i was trying to make him fall for me, but that doesn't matter anymore

He's fallen for me, and oh how i've fallen for him

The scent of his cologne fills my nose, his tongue pushes against my bottom lip and i let him in, deepening the kiss

I pull away, opening my eyes, gasping for air, he looks at me like i'm the only girl in the world that matters to him, pure desire in his eyes

I scan over his features, his lips pink and covered in my lip balm as he licks them, his hair messed up from my hands

"I guess i owe you a cat now" He chuckles

"Shut up" I say and kiss him again

Everyone is going out for dinner today, me, Savannah, Chris, Matt, Kiara, Marylou, Jimmy and my mom

They don't know that i'm leaving today

I couldn't break the news to them

After dinner i'll be gone

On a flight back to New York

Me and Chris have been great all week, i forgave him for everything, the only person who knows about is still Savannah

Matt has an idea that somethings going on though

I don't know what i'm gonna do about Chris

I especially can't break the news to him

We've been to happy together, i know i should, i might just leave a letter

I know that's terrible, but i just can't bring myself to tell him and see the look on his face

They think were leaving in a few days

"Rose come on we're leaving!" My mom calls from downstairs

"Get Chris as well, no one knows where that boy is" She adds

I giggle in the kiss with Chris before i pull away

"We have to go" I say

"Why don't we just skip dinner and stay here all day" He trails his hands up my waist as he leans into my neck

Placing kisses behind my ear

"Chris" I groan sitting up as he gets off me

"New York" he groans as well

"We have to go" I repeat

"Fine, but we will finish this tonight" He winks getting up and leaving my room

Except we won't

I finish writing the note that i'm going to leave on the kitchen counter, i walk downstairs to see everyone waiting

"Took you long enough, right let's go" My mom says leaving the house

I wait until everyone leave before putting the piece of paper on the counter and walking out of the house, locking the door behind me

"So when are you guys leaving?" Matt asks

"In a few days" My mom lies

I told her that i don't want to tell them

She understands that i can't bring myself to it

Chris holds my hand under the table

I look down and blush

I still get flustered over the tiny things with him

"I can see you blushing" He whispers in my ear

I go even more red

I grab my soda and almost down it

"Damn girl slow down" Savannah giggles

We finish our food

"Prim you coming?" Chris asks as he goes over to Chris' car

"I'm gonna get a ride with my mom" I say

"Okay i'll see you at the house" He smiles

"Bye" I smile before going into my moms car

"You sure you don't want to tell them? Especially Chris" My mom asks

Yeah her and Savannah know about chris

I told her before we went into where we were eating dinner

"Yeah, i left a note" I say

"Okay, and don't worry you will see them soon enough" She smiles at me

"I know" I return the smile

next chapter is gonna be the last
BUT there's a surprise at the end of the next chapter

-E