Destiny of Love 📔 jjk fics

CH: 4

HANEEN POV

Writing on my journal I tap the pen on table thinking about something which was bothering I kept ignoring this but it still comes in my mind these days jungkook is behaving a bit odd as at first when I started he was bit harsh with me his tone his behavior but now after we did the project he kept irritating me...

Even when I told him to not he doesn't listen to anyone what can I even expect from his I just that I have to maintain distance between us my Deen comes first over anything he tries to talk with me sometimes and also I caught him looking at me several times

The pen was between my teeth I sighed and close my journal book I was not getting any peace to my heart I went to bathroom to perform wudu (ablution)...then I came back and put my hijab on and took my prayer mat and put it on ground gently

I stood up on my prayer mat and prayed after praying I was just sitting silently I didn't knew what to say...

I made a Dua "Ya rabb I'm your servant I'm really weak ya rabb give me strength and make my iman stronger I'm not able to get things out of my head ya rabb I'm not doing it intentionally you knows what is inside my heart I'm not even able to explain myself Ya Allah you makes the best decisions and show us right path show me the right path I don't wanna do anything haram and which displeases you Allah...please give peace to my heart and........give him hidayah...

I felt my heart beat a bit faster it's the first time I made a dua for his hidayah

Ya rabb he's non mehram for me I wanna stay away from him then why he keeps coming infront of me the more I try to ignore him he comes infront of me Ya rabb you knows better you knows intentions take those people away from me who wants my bad who wanna do bad to me.....

After saying what was inside my heart I felt a peace in my heart "you can never get more peace than talking to your Rabb he's the only one who listens you when no one wants to he is the one who shows you right path he's the one who made best decisions for us"

ٱلْسَّلَامُ
AS-SALAM
The Perfection and Giver of Peace

ٱلْمُؤْمِنُ
AL-MU'MIN
The One Who gives Emaan and Security

ٱلْعَلِيمُ
AL-'ALEEM
The All-Knowing, The Omniscient

ٱلْبَصِيرُ
AL-BASEER
The All-Seeing

Allah is the only one who understands you the most even if you don't say anything He knows what is insides your heart and what's bothering you he just want you to ask him once he will provide you.....

I felt the inner peace than I stood up from my prayer mat and put the prayer mat on its place and went to recite Quran in balcony it's very peaceful there to reciting

When I was done reciting I stood up and place my Quran to the higher shelf and went towards my bed and lay down before closing my eyes I stared at the ceiling and

بِاسْمِكَ رَبِّ وَضَعْتُ جَنْبِي وَبِكَ أَرْفَعُهُ، إِنْ أَمْسَكْتَ نَفْسِي فَاغْفِرْ لَهَا، وَإِنْ أَرْسَلْتَهَا فَاحْفَظْهَا بِمَا تَحْفَظُ بِهِ عِبَادَكَ الصَّالِحِينَ

Translation: Oh Allah in your name I put my side to sleep, if you take my soul away in my sleep, have mercy on it. And if you send it back in the morning and allow me to wake up protect me in the same way you protect your pious slaves.

Then I closed my eyes and slept peacefully

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