all my tomorrows (epistolary)

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Joshua
12:51 PM

Hey slr

What is it?

About us

Talk

First of all, I'm sorry because I didn't tell you what I felt at first

And to be honest, I really like you, lei.

But I was wrong to look for her in you

I know what I did was VERY wrong

And i apologize for that

I know you don't deserve it but I did it anyway.

I'm really sorry lei

I like you but I thought I was fine

I thought I was done with my past

You don't deserve it. You don't deserve me

But all the things I did to you, my heart was always genuine towards you

I'm the only one who's wrong.

And when sol and I met last night, I was confused.

I'm really sorry

My guilt can't take it anymore

Every night, I wish that you were sol so that I could talk to her

And I wish I had been more aware of my feelings

So that it doesn't last like this anymore

I am really sorry, lei.

I will accept if you hate me

Are you done?

Yeah

Okay. My turn

I want to say it's fine but it's not really fine

I also feel that you still love sol so I tried to stop myself from liking you.

I don't really like you, josh

I just like your presence and the things we do. That's just it.

Thank you for liking me, thank you for the genuine things you make me feel.

Don't repeat to others what happened to us.

Make sure you're done with your past so you can love the new one so much.

Thank you

I won't promise

But I'll do my best to do it

Thank you for understanding, lei.

It's okay

And if you still want her, do everything to win her back to you.

I will :)

Hahaha enough

Yeah

Let's stay as friends?

I hope nothing awkward happens to us after this

No problem!

Thank you, for everything

Thank you so much, lei

And I'm really sorry

I told you it's fine! No need to say sorry

It is what it is

I hope you get what you really deserve :)
Seen

Rana my loves
1:20 PM

Hey

We ended it

OMG

FOR REAL????

HOW ARE YOU

ARE YOU CRYING

I'LL CALL

Hey stop

I'm not

Why would I cry

Then what

Eating ice cream

Ri bought this earlier

HAHAHAHAHAHA

What do you feel gosh

I'm okay

I don't want to be not okay

Why not?

It's okay not to be okay

Ikr

But what I feel is not worth it to cry

I know my worth

I won't cry just because of that

Wow strong huh

But if you feel it, I'm just here

Okay !?!

Yep

Thanks