𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍 𝐎𝐔𝐓 (𝐏𝐑𝐓𝟐)

CHP 10.

(                     te amo                    )
          SYRIAH MULAN VALENTINE
"I'm crazy asf what bout it"

2 weeks later

Summer was almost over and I haven't heard from the kids moms yet , I tried contacting Her many times even the rest of the family but nobody knows where she's at and what's going on "mmcht yall stay playing this game" I said.

Mari looked at me with that face before getting up passing his controller to maniac "did she answer??" He asked me and I frowned shaking my head "nah we might just have to keep em" I said to him and he just shrugged "my family put out a missing report for her but nun came back yet" I spoke again to him and he nodded kissing my cheek "they probably gon find her soon baby"

-

"Syriah your aunt is dead she's dead" I heard as I slept I looked at myself in the mirror , I smiled evilly at myself "Syriah your aunt is dead" ..

The voice keep repeating itself over and over again "SYRIAH SHES DE-" i jumped up in a cold sweat shaking and breathing heavy I looked over at tremari who was still sleep I got the bed and walked over to the bathroom and i went to look in the mirror and the first thing I saw was my aunts dead husband looking at me "she's dead"

I let out a loud scream shaking my head and I heard footsteps coming towards me "baby what's wrong" tremari said holding my small body on the floor as the tears came out my eyes "what's wrong" he asked again picking my head up.

"I seen se-" I stuttered making him hold me tighter against bear chest before picking me up "cmon go back to sleep you want your medicine?" He asked me and I nodded laying down with a blank face and he came back with water and one pill "hm" he signaled for me to take the pill.

-

"I don't know what happened last night .. do y'all think i need to go back?" I asked the girls cause we were otp today and they looked in the camera "girl you know how much you told us you hate that place" leni said to me smacking her teeth and I shook my head "everything felt so real last night I swear it did" I said and Mira hummed.

"Well I say if you feel like those weird dreams and things are happening again go to your therapist again or keep taking medication more" Mira said and I rolled my eyes "she got a point there I mean you barely be taking yo meds"

"Y'all know why tho it makes me boring asf" I said which was a lie the real reason I didn't like taking them was because it was the voices go away and I didn't like that the voices are apart of me , "but it helps which the hallucinating" .

I nodded my head and I heard the door opening looking back I seen tremari "Ima call yall back" I said hanging up following him "where you was at?" I asked and he looked at me "I was with hitta and em" he said to me kissing my cheeks .

"I think I should go back to therapy" I told him and he looked at me "why?" He asked me staring at me while taking off his things "well one it might help me with the weird dreams and shit" he nodded his head just looking at me.

"Okay if you wanna do that do it but yk why u get the dreams sy" he said to me walking in the bathroom "wym I know why I get the dreams??" I asked him frowning my face up now "sy you get the dreams because you haven't controlled the voices yet you let tell you everything and don't do nun by yourself they control the fuck outta you"

"They don't control me I do what I want ." I said to him now mugging "you don't yk how many people we killed together in la for no reason cause of the voices?" He said to me and I looked at him "why does it matter now tho?" I asked him and he shook his head "it doesn't I'm just saying Syriah you need to learn how to control it" .

"But I do know how to .. what?" I said he shook his head "let's not argue mama it ain't dat serious" he said to me and I looked him with a mug still on my face I walked out the bathroom going back into the room sitting on the bed now.

"You mad at me now?" He asked and I ignored him looking on my phone now "we should've just killed him when had the chance Riah he's doesn't love us anymore" the voices talked to me , as I looked at Mari he was staring at me now "I should've listen to them and killed your ass right ?? But I didn't so I do have control" I said

He just looked at me walking over to me "what?" He said smirking at me now and I shook my head "you were supposed to be a quick kill for me I was never supposed to date you but I saw the good in you" I said to him and he laughed at me "Syriah you tripping aint never that serious man"

I got putting on my Yeezy slides and my sweater zipping it up I grabbed my purse , phone , and keys before walking out on him "where you going?" He asked and. I shook my head "I'm going to my therapist tremari bye" I said to him. "Ard don't be mad at me mama I'm sorry I ain't mean it like dat" he said kissing my lips looking at me "I love you" he said to me kissing me again

"I love you too later" I said walking out the house

BIG MARIIII