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L-I can't Tamara was the last person keeping me alive.I can't do this anymore I need her she was the light she was the person I was excited to see when I came home from work she was the girl that took my best friends room and now its empty again.She was the person who was there for me when Jackson died she was the person who help me look for my bio dad.
She was the person who help me though hard times she was the person I can laugh with she was the person that comfort me with everything and now she gone and I have nobody to talk to at all.I can't even do this anyone I need her I won't survive without her she was my favourite person ever since Jackson died and now she gone too how I am might to live with myself now
*lucy drives home*
L- I can't do this seeing her empty room I can't she is gone and I can't live with myself it was my fault I didn't notice all my fault I should've of noticed she was stugging and now she gone
and it's all because of me
*lucy goes into her house*
L-why did I not notice I don't deserve to be here *she grabs a bland*
L-here goes nothing
*she put the bland threw her skin again and again and again until it she did it again but something went wrong*
L-FUCK that hurt so much but I definitely deserve it I let Tamara down and now's she dead.shit there a lot of blood a need to clean it up....
