Forever

Chapter 69

Marcus's POV
It's been two, two of the worst days and nights of my life. I've been forced to my room for rest, just as Luke has who is in the room next to me.

The past two days have been hell, we've done nothing but plan and fight to find there location. Luke has been a nervous and angry reck, he's changed into wolf form, on accident, more than once tearing up parts of my house. But the house is nothing to me if Rose isn't in it with me.

Luke tells us Amber doesn't have any life threatening injuries, I feel bad for him, he feels all the pain Amber has to endure and it shows, he's trying hard not to be consumed by anger. God knows what they have done to Rose. I roll over as once again more tears cloud my eyes.

The wolves have tracked there route on how they got across the border. No matter how badly I want to cross with all my vampires and Luke's wolves, everyone tells me we can't. I haven't sleep for days, I haven't even laid down in days. I can't shut off my mind because Roses cry for help repeats over and over in my head.

I can't reach her, I can't feel her, I can't even sense her emotions...the warlock must have gotten to her. My only hope now is Evangeline might be able to see, if only for a second, where they are. She has yet to wake up from the protection spell Lucia put on her and Jade is resting but almost back to normal from when she did the location spell.

Harry and Nate are taking my role for now, Caden is comforting Jade and making sure she doesn't try and help until she's better. Most of my vampire are training for a fight that I'm afraid must happen to get them back. We still have coverage on the border but since Richard crossed with what he came for it's unlike he'll come back. Lucia forced me and Luke in rooms for us to rest even though I know Luke isn't. I hear his irregular wolf/human heart beat in my ears and I know he's probably pacing or staring up at the ceiling like I am.

I'm angry, I'm confused, I'm sad, but most of all I'm miserable, I'm so miserable that I don't even have the energy to be angry, I can't even think about how confused I am. All I can think about is Rose, all I see is her there, trapped with my brother and her horrible father. My heart is so broken it hurts to move knowing she's so far away and in so much danger.

What have they done to her? How badly have they hurt my perfect and beautiful mate? Does she think I won't come? Is she with Amber? Is her dad with her? Has he hurt her? Has Caine used his mind games to torture her? What if I don't get to her in time?

I swear to god if they hurt her, if I don't find her...if I do find her and she's hurt I will kill them.

I take the pillow that my head lays on and squeeze it tight with closed eyes. I still smell her sweet scent that coats the pillow. At the amazing smell my heart sinks and my throat closes.

"Please" I beg to myself

I feel the pillow rip and tear apart in my hands. I scream loudly and angrily into the pillow and throw it behind me. I hear a loud shattering sound and slowly turn over. I gasp at what I see and jump up running over to the broken vase.

Water soaks the floor where the vase broke into pieces. I move the large glass piece of the vase and pick up the delicate rose. The usual blue and green swirls that remind me so much of Roses eyes seemed to have dulled and the pure white petals have wilted slightly. My eyes water heavily as I continue to stare at the rose, I can't tear my eyes from it.

No one knows when we can cross or how long we have to wait until Evangeline wakes up. I need something, I need something to lead me to her. I don't know how much longer I'll be able to stand being away from her without going crazy and crossing myself to find her and Amber.