On the night you killed yourself, did your ‘loved ones’ even have a hint about what was wrong? Did you lie and say “Oh, I’m fine. Stop worrying,” and usher them away while you contemplated your demise?
Or…
Did you let them:
See you cry?
See you scream?
See you pull out the knife?
Watch the blood pour from your wrists?
Hear your hysterical sobbing and insane laughter?
See you drop to the floor, writhing in pain?
Listen to you curse and thank the non-existent lord for His mercy?
Did you let them watch you die?
