The sky was blue again
And I could feel the warmth of the sun
Against my thawing flesh
The numbness fled my body
And a foreign feeling
Replaced it
My smiles were no longer forced
Laughter not faked
Happiness burned inside of me
But then
The switch flipped
And all that hope was ripped out
Sucked out of every orifice of my being
And I was left feeling numb again
The sun still lit up the sky
But the warmth did not reach me
The sky was still blue
But the color did not soothe me
Everything around me
Was still the same
But I looked at it differently
I know that happiness exists
I had felt it once in a fleeting moment
But I wasn't childish enough to think
That it would exist for me
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2 A.M. RANTS
PoetryWelcome to my mind and the places it wanders while I'm laying awake at night. *ps nothing has ever actually been uploaded at 2am* whoops. Very misleading title but whatevs
