[a message never sent]
i've spent a lot of time undoing what you did to me. i've always been a forgiving person but, fuck you. fuck what you did to me. and more importantly, fuck who i was when i met you.
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You told me I wasn't accepting. You never felt good enough.
You told me I was right. You should've been better.
Don't use words as paint. Don't use your art to turn the mirror away.
Words will always just be words but they're all you have.
Don't say you love someone then think of yourself. Don't say you love someone then tear them into pieces to keep yourself whole. Don't say you love someone if you use them to give you what you can't give yourself.
Don't say you love someone in words then hurt them in actions.
