First times are supposed to be special
First times are supposed to make you rediscover yourself.
Reinvent yourself.
Repair yourself.
First times are supposed to be a memorable experience.
That's what I was told.
I was convinced.
I was forced to believe.
My first time was full of laughter.
My first time was for "just friends".
My first time made me feel smaller than I was.
Emptier than I had been.
I didn't even know where to put my hands.
I fell in love.
I fell in lust?
I fell.
But you didn't.
That's okay.
Let's just be friends.
