My past isn't our future

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                  (Warning: Some sexual activity)

Red's pov

As we did notes I thought about how happy I am that it was my left arm and not my right as I only ever use my right arm for anything really. Finishing up the notes we began to put our notebooks in the cabinet in the corner on the top shelf before going to the door to wait for the bell. Finally as the bell rang with what felt like forever I saw Drake coming over to me and slightly smiled before grabbing my bag from me making me smile before he grabbed my not injured arm and slid his hand into mine before we went to the third floor and into a classroom that was dark. "They never come in here and never use it so I just come here to think I guess you could say" he said as I sat on the floor behind the desk so no one could see me while he walked back and forth looking as though he was having a hard time speaking. Looking up at him I signaled for him to come over and sit next to me making him sigh and sit next to me before putting me into his lap and hold onto me like I would disappear or something making me frown and grab his face for him to look at me.                 "I'm scared of loosing you when I just got you. I don't want to see anyone else's arms around you other then me, I don't want to see you calling someone else daddy because I know that they would make you happy, smile and everything that I'm supposed to do while whenever you look at me its going to be fear but please just keep in mind that I would never ever in my life ever lay a hand on you or let someone lay a hand on you to hurt you I promise after today no ones going to hurt you because of me like Madison did this morning" he said looking at me as I looked at him in confusion not understanding why I would be so afraid of him or at least that's what he says. Slowly nodding for him to continue he held my hand as a tear fell from his eye making me kiss it away and rubbed his hand before he began. "I was in a gang well, my father was but he got shot by a rival gang after we went onto their area he just wasn't quick enough to get into the car and was shot in the stomach. Trying everything we could we knew we couldn't go to the hospital".

                                         //Flash back//

As Drake held down pressure on the wound there was just too much blood coming out and kept telling his father to keep looking at him.          "Son you need to - leave take your m-mother with you. You gu-guys de-served s-so much more th-an th-th-is I-I'm s-orry I p-uuutt you thr-oough th-is" he said looking at me one last time as if to take a picture with him where he was going before taking his last breath saying "I- llo-vve y-you C-lla-ire" which happened to be Drake's mothers name and died right in his arms. That night he swore he would kill everyone that was apart of his fathers death and he did but with a cost of losing his mother making her fear him after everything went bad after he became leader. Everything was good for the gang but he turned into a monster until Madison changed him and got him out and that was the only thing he will forever be great full to her for.

                                       //Flash back over//

Reds pov

As I stared at him in shock of how he could do something like that I quickly cleared my head of those thoughts and realized that was all before she knew him that he had a past she heard of his past around school but nothing as bad as this but when he looked up at her all she saw was fear making her think that everything he said was true knowing he was afraid of her leaving. Grabbing his face I lightly and slowly brought his face closer to me before softly landing my lips onto his knowing we both needed this to feel like we were both still there well more for him. Moving his hands onto my waist he lifted me up from his lap before facing me so my front was facing him and not my side not leaving the kiss once and deepened it once I  was sat onto his lap. As we slowly pulled apart I did the unthinkable and took as much strength as I could and said "I-I'm n-not going an-anywhere" I said stuttering as its been a while since I talked after that year of hell and pain. Shocked he looked at me and smiled a bright shining one that could take your breath away and pulled me in closer if that was even possible.        "You just said your first sentence to me" he said making me chuckle and nod as he grabbed my face and kissed me tenderly with so much emotion I couldn't put my finger on what it was though.  Looking at his face I noticed some tear stains and quickly kissed them away before looking back to see he was enjoying the feeling making me smile and begin to play with his hair but lost my balance as he moved his leg causing me to fall onto his chest and something quiet hard making him groan before trying to clear it up with a clearing his throat sound but as I moved slightly closer I felt it more and heard him once more groan. Slowly moving around I knew he was on edge and tried to stop me but I grabbed his face and kissed him all the while beginning to move my hips against his. "Please tell me you know what your doing to daddy" he said looking up at me making me pretend to be confused but smirked inside my head wanting to see how far I could take it. "Princess-shhh- don't stop" he said as he began to move me faster with his hands as he was close before stopping and groaned making me whimper wanting to help daddy.             Taking his hands away and moving I took his belt off before taking him out and was shocked by how big he was. Staying still he watched me before I began to do something I've only ever heard from the other girls and started to realize why they liked it so much. As I felt his hand tighten in my hair not enough to hurt me I felt him get closer before groaning and suddenly my mouth was filled of liquid and looked up at him before swallowing it and sat on his lap. Fixing his pants he made sure he looked fine before looking back at me and pulled me in closer before wiping my face with his thumb and put it near my mouth which I gladly took as he stared. "Where did you learn to do that princess" he asked making me blush and look at my hands and typed on my phone not wanting to use my voice to much as it already was hurting from talking earlier "I heard the other girls talk about it and wanted to make daddy feel better" I said making him nod and had a thinking face on before asking "was I your first princess" he asked making me nod feeling embarrassed that he might have not liked it.           "That was amazing princess and I'm glade I was your first" he said kissing me making me smile and nod just as the bell rang making us sigh knowing we had leave but was happy that we had third period together. Walking to class hand in hand everyone like this morning began to stare at us and the whispering started again making me feel uncomfortable. "Just ignore them princess just you and I" he said looking down at me making me nod before he sat our stuff down and sat down next to me just as Charlie came in and walked over to the desk on the other side of me. Feeling eyes on me I saw that Charlie was looking at me before waving at me and smiling but it didn't look real and smiled a small smile before looking back at daddy who was talking to Nathan. Seeing that I needed to talk to daddy he pointed his head to me before Drake looked at me and smiled before reading what I wrote and looked over at Charlie who I'm guessing quickly looked away because I stopped feeling eyes on my back.         "Tomorrow I want you sitting in between Nathan and I ok" he said looking at him before down at me making me nod and kiss his cheek just as the teacher came in smiling at us asking us if we were together. "Yes sir" Daddy said making him tell us we looked cute before walking to his desk and started to teach the class the warm up as I was already finished understanding it quickly. As the class continued I began to feel his hand on the side of my leg sliding upward towards my princess area making me close my legs quickly but a hand stopped it from doing so. Feeling as his hand spread my legs slightly I felt him rest it near it making me hold in a whimper that was about to come out and continued on my work as if it was nothing. Every so often throughout the class I could feel his hand brush me slightly making me have to hold in my moans I desperately wanted to make and I'm guessing he wanted to hear them as he smirked hearing what almost came out.     Hearing everyone pack up I looked up from my lap from his hand that quickly moved away to see that everyone was talking to each other or waiting by the door not looking at us which I was thankful for. Grabbing our stuff he held out his hand for me to take making me realize it was the same hand he was using on me and turned bright red but never the less took it and leaned my head onto his shoulder as I looked at my wrap. "Before we go over to your place I'm gonna stop at Walgreens and get you a small cast the nurse said it would be good for it" he said making me frown before typing out "but that costs money" making him nod and smile at me like it was nothing making me shake my head and him sigh. "Princess I want to spoil you and if this is the only way by taking care of you then so be it" he said wrapping his arm around my waist and pulled me in making the girls awe at us just as the bell rang. 

                    Skipping fourth period

"Mr.Storm I saw a certain hoodie on a certain girl from earlier is it true" coach Smith said making me nod and smile just thinking about my little red as I stopped quickly into her class to grab something for her. "Well don't lose her she seems good for you keep her close and don't let go" she said making me nod and smile. "I plan on it".

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