How happy I am
when I finally managed to control
the evil inside me?
Even just for a second,
I feel a relief.How sad I am
when eventually the beast
beated me up and killed me?
I feel so numb,
yet so hurtless.How glad I am
For having this sins?
They taught me both
Hell and Heaven.
Now I will learn from it.
I wont repeat it.Pray for me
And my soul.
See you in the heaven ^_^