i just want to feel the coldness through my bones and its sharp scent but then i just want to feel the warmth all over my skin, i just want to be alone and left with my thoughts but then i just want someone to company me and tell me everything's gonna be alright, i just want to fall in love and feel like i'm the happiest person on the world but then i just think love is stupid and a concept far away from reality, i just want to feel numb and escape from my emotions but then i just want to feel something because i'm actually scared of not feeling anything, i just want everything to end and go away but then i just want to live because i know that there are some beautiful things that i'm not gonna be able to leave behind, i just want to cry out my feelings to everyone but then i just want to be a strong person and don't show any of my emotions. i'm afraid. of me and my unpredictable mind.
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sadness
Randomthe things i write while i'm sad i suppose [this is rlly old, dont waste your time and read something worthy]
