I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE.

Bisaya.Ilocano

"Love comes in mysterious ways". Who would've thought I met and knew you in place miles away from mine? Aside from the distance issue, our kind of love is being condemned by my supervisor. I am an Internal Auditor, you're a Salesman. Yes. We are prohibited from having an affair with "SALESMEN" for the reason that our judgment during audit might be clouded. I know. I know this is a" NO-NO" thing. But after all, I'm still a human. I'm not perfect yet you let me feel that I should be loved. And I loved it. I loved you.

Your co-salesman said to me that you have a girlfriend, our "Cashier Reliever". Oh my God! Of all companies, bakit sa company pa natin galing ang babae? Almost a year na rin daw kayo ng babae.

With a "Girl" mindset, I asked other person pa to gain information, but with my additional "AUDITOR" mindset, hindi lang yan ang ginawa ko.

With all the issues, I badly need clarifications. I confronted you. You said it was loooong over between you guys. "Okay" that's the only word I said. You hugged me and said na masaya ka at dumating ako sa buhay mo. I hugged you back, but that doesn't mean I am okay. I am still confused. I looked up your facebook profile that night and I saw your pictures together with her. May pa couple ring pa kayo. But since sabi mo nga wala na kayo, tinulog ko nalang ang selos ko sa mga sweet pictures na nakita ko. I'm such a fool for stalking you in the first place. Sa huli ako rin pala ang masasaktan. Selosa problems -_-

We had long talks every night, personally or thru phone. Since you're 26 years old, you opened up about your plans on having a family of your own. As a 21-year old girl, wala pa yan sa mga plano ko, enebeyeeeen.

Gumala tayo kahit saan, gabi gabi, since hindi tayo pwedeng makita sa mga ka-officemates natin. We were so happpppy that I thought na ikaw na. ikaw na ang binigay ni Lord sa akin. And so, our thing became real. Yes, we became a couple.

You asked me if willing ba akong magpakasal in such a young age. Since I love you, I said "why not?" With God's guidance and plans for me, bakit naman hindi, diba? Since I love you, and you love me, there should be nothing to worry about, I guess.

So far, our relationship is working. Though we have different dialects, Bisaya ako, Ilocano ka. But who cares? Andyan naman si Tagalog to save us, right?

One time, you asked me what I love you most. I said "Mahal kita ng buo. Kahit mga peklat mo, tanggap ko. Ugali mo na sometimes hindi ko maintindihan, tanggap ko. Mga plano mo sa buhay, though ang ilan sobrang layo sa mga plano ko, tanggap ko. Tanggap ko kase mahal kita". Ewan, kinilig ka ata or nakatulog ka nung sinabi ko yan kase hindi ka umimik. J Tanong ko din sayo, paano mo ihahandle ang ugali ko. Sabi mo "kung alam ko na ganito ang ugali mo, mag a-adjust ako para sayo. Para magkamatch parin tayo." Nice answer.

Time came na kailangan na naming umalis sa branch nyo dahil tapos na ang audit naming. Sabi mo kelangan natin magtawagan/magtext palagi since LDR na nga tayo. Walang problema sa akin.

Bumalik ako sa base, at guess what? Dun din pala ang base ng ex mo? Pero hindi pa kami nagkita kase naka relieve sya sa ibang branch, nagresign ang cashier. Tinanong kita kung saan branch naka-assign si girl (though alam ko na), reply mo "bakit? Anong binabalak mo?" the hell? Binabalak kaagad? Hindi ba pwedeng nagtatanong lang ang tao? Hindi na kita nireplyan kase alam ko na pinoprotektahan mo siya, laban sa akin? Ewan.

Nagbunutan para sa next audit assignment. "Stay" nakuha ko. Nalaman ko rin na dun din pala pupunta mga kasama ko sa branch na ni-rerelieve-van ng ex mo. Eh di wow!

Sinabi ko sayo kung saan next assignment namin, para kabahan ka. Pero sinabi ko rin din naman na hindi ako isa sa mga auditors na pupunta dun, para mabunutan karin tinik. Ganyan kita kamahal. :D

Tinanong kita kung paano mo hiniwalayan ex mo. Yes HINIWALAYAN. Sabi mo thru text, pero hindi nareply si girl, kaya sabi ko sayo, baka naman hindi ini-honor ni girl ang plano mo. Sabi mo "bahala na siya" tapos gagamitin mo na naman ang charm mo, ililihis mo na naman topic natin. Nasanay na ako. Alam na alam ko na ugali mo.