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I'm so tired, I'm so stressed. I feel like I was run over by a truck or something. Im in a deep spot rn and all my dark memories are coming back and im feeling really negative and just feel like if I'm gone, I'll be much better.

I'm starting to think suicidal thoughts and it's not really helping, but my brain has a  mind of its own, i can't really focus on anything else other than just suicide. It fucking sucks but its addicting. I don't want to go back to my dark past, i don't like it. I don't really wanna harm anything on me, i just wish I didn't really exist so I didn't have to go through all this pain. I promised myself to be positive but i can't even keep a promise i made to myself. I fucking suck and that's on period boo lmao.

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Honestly I just wanna go skrt skrt out of life entirely and like, never come back. how abt y'all forget I ever existed? Forget my name, forget who I am. I wanna leave knowing I'm hated and forgotten, do I can never look back and come here ever again. Please ♥️🧡💞💞💕💞💕💞❤️🖤💞🖤♥️🧡