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Chris POV

I had to get out of there i sat out side the room and had to breathe i dont think im ready for this what if i disappoint brit she would never forgive me then kourt came out 

"daddy?" i looked around looking for her asshold of a dad but then she tapped my shoulder and wiped my eyes "daddy why you crying?" 

"baby you shouldnt call me dad im not your dad"

"yes you are your my daddy and i love you" and she hugs me tight and kisses my cheek and then i knew i would be the best father i can be for xylah kourt tries to pull me up but she cant "daddy come on mommy is in pain" we walk back into the room and its just her and the doctor is about to walk back out and kourt goes to sit on her bed and watching the tv in the middle of the room 

"babe?" i say nervously not sure if she would be pissed at me 

she pats the side of the bed that is open for me and i sit down and rub her stomach

Brittany POV

I know chris was nervously when he came back in the room and layed down you can tell he has been crying and i kiss his tempe and let him fall asleep i lay there awake thinking of what my new baby will look like and what would be her first word a layed awake a few hours contractions on and off but trying to stay quite for kourt and chris when there was a terrible pain and i scream and chris wakes up and rubs my belly and clicks the nurse button cuz thats what first comes to mind

"Chris baby im fine i just wasnt expecting that contraction so close" and he tells the nurse nevermind he then looks at me with glowing red eyes hes only had 1 hour of sleep since last night "chris go back to sleep im fine i promise"

"no i wont im staying up with you were in this together not just you " 

NEXT DAY

kourt wakes up and jumps up on the bed just as if she woud at home and sits on chris stomach and lays her hand on his chest he wakes up and starts tickling herand she laughs and he laughs

"daddy i need to go potty." she says and my hear swells when she calls him daddy and he picks her up and shows her where the bathroom is

"when she comes out she gets back on the bed in the middle cuddled up to chris watching cartoons when the doctor comes in he has chris and kourt get off the bed and check s me and says im at 8 cm and that we will start oushing and second now chris goes pall and i tell him to calm down and he comes on my side of the bed and holds my hand kourt starts whining about how shes hungry but i keep telling her she has to wait when i finally lose is because of my hormones

"kourtnei Nicole sit down and wait like i said and stop because right now your not being a big girl!" i yell and she imdiately starts crying and runs over where chris is coming out the bathroom and he picks her up and she creies into his shoulder

"daddy ommy yelled at me and said im not a big girl" she cries and he goes and lays with her on her bed and puts her bacl to sleep it was to early for her to be up anyways 

"chris sits down on the bed and i see the sadness on kourts fface when she sleep and a tear slips down my face and chris kisses it "its alright babe your stressed i know..." he didnt get to finsihed his sentence because i yelled in pain and this time i knew i was ready 

"babe whats wrong are you hurting are you ok do you want water do you need something more pillows or something?"

"babe sssss just call the doctor for me" say as calmly as possible while kourt sits from afar and watches me 

"were ready arent we?' 

"i think we are doc" 

kourt sits on her bed and watches everything go down and sees chris cryigna dn she starts crying on her bed but he wont dare leave me cuz he knows im in pain 

15 minutes later xylah ashleigh was born and in chris' arms while he sits on the bed with her 

kourtnei finally gets up and walks to my side of the bed with tears in her eyes 

"baby girl whats wrong i ask?"

"do you love her more than me?"

"no baby i love you both the same and you'll love her too and you have to be a big girl so you can help ommy with her ok?'

"ok mommy im sorry for not being a big girl eariler"

"aww baby its ok you want to see her" she nods and i help her on the bed without hurting myself

 when she gets up here chris is holding her and talking to her 

"daddy" she askes shyly and scared 

"yes princess?"

"can i see?"

"of course come here  he stand up and puts the guard rail up and she sits in his place and i wrap my arms around her and he puts er i her arms and she starts laughing

"see kourt she already likes you "

"why she so smal mommy"

"becuase she younger than yo baby"

"oh k dadd you can have her back no i dont want to  drop her 

chris laughs and get back the bed and feeds her and lays her down he then gets kourt ready for bed and changes her pjs and turns on the cartoons and she falls alssp and i fall asleep with the sight of chris leaning in kissing kourt and xylahs head

Chris POV

i lay down by kourt and hold her close and she puts her hand on my chest and hold me tight i fall asleep and waking up 20 minutes later to xylahs crying i got up without waking brit put he next to brit and get kourt and put her next to xlylah and i i get in next and lay with my girls and fall back to sleep with a smile on my face.

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