FAITHFUL BOND ♡

40.OH GOD!

If you met me first
~Eric Ethridge

Why do you look at me like that?
Your eyes saying things that
they can't take back.
Feels good, feels right,
it don't help.

Every night when the quiet gets loud.
Hate that I know
what you're doin' right now.
Your arms around someone else.

Every time I'm next to you.
I swear that you can feel it too.
How long can we do this to ourselves?

In a different place and time.
Maybe in another life.
I'll bet that baby you and I
would have worked .
We never get the chance to try
And what makes it worse
Is you would have loved me,
If you met me first .

I can't even count all the times
I've thought ,
About the line I'd never cross.
But I've crossed that line in my head.
I can't steal you from somebody else.
Just to have you to myself.
My heart don't wanna hear me
tell the truth.

-♡-

Chapter 40 :  OH GOD!

ISABELLA'S POV

The next day , all I wanted to do was be in my bed whole day and not worry about anything at all .

But mom called me and I had to get my , according to her , 'lazy' ass up .

So now when I was finally awake ,
I ended up getting ready with music calming my nerves just like always .

After which, I went to classes with Chris .

First two lectures passed by normally 'surprisingly' .

I took a few minutes to adjust because teachers started explaining new concepts which I initially missed .

Third lecture was of Mrs Smith and
I was getting more and more anxious with every breath I took .

It was not because I had forgotten to do the homework, I hadn't but still .

I even completed it the day it was given because I had nothing else to do.
Plus, I didn't wanted to study later especially when I was back home .

Royal was in this class and after what he confessed yesterday , I tried to distract myself from his thoughts .

So I didn't even give a second thought to what he has to say!

This is so messed up .

I don't think I'll ever be able to tell him about my feelings .

I know I said 'nothing' yesterday
but the universe knows I lied about it .

And what I think is what Ro feels right now is temporary and his feelings or whatever it is for me will end before it even started !

Plus, the fact that he almost accused me of something I'll never even think of doing is already breaking my heart !

ROYAL'S POV

"Hey bro , you okay?" my friend asked

"Yaa"

"Okay . I'll leave now , my next class will start now "