Cold days of a heart on fire

Several "Why?"

You made yourself on ice.

Your will had changed.

I wanted to break the iceberg,

But its hidden part was bigger than the surface.

On the surface, there was desire.

In the depths, an eviction order.

Your heart said goodbye to me,

Before your mouth say the same thing.

I was reluctant.

I didn't want to leave.

I just wanted you,

Even if you don't think you're that good.

I wanted to be a wife and have children.

What will I do with all the names we had chosen?

I can't forget that my heart was broken,

But I can't leave it out either

All that hope to live, one day by your side.

I ask God several "Why?",

But I don't understand your goodbye.

Perhaps, understanding is not necessary,

But it would be smart of me to accept.

Now I accept the distance between me and my dreams.

Maybe you were perfect,

But not enough to stay with me.