I gasped when an arm immediately embraced me infront as I entered his unit. Halos mabitawan ko ang dalang biniling gamot habang nakakulong sa mga bisig niya.
"Damn it, I thought I fucking lost you again." He muttered while burying his face even more on my neck.
I chuckled as I hugged him back. "Bumili nga lang ako ng gamot."
"Hindi ka nagpaalam."
"You're sleeping."
"Dapat ginising mo ako."
"You need to rest."
"I am resting even when awake because I am seeing your face."
My hands landed on his back as I gently hit him. "Humaharot ka na baby boy."
"Nagpractice, e."
"Sira ka talaga, bitaw na, iinom ka pa ng gamot."
Instead of letting me go, he tightened his hug on me and sighed.
"I was using you at first.."
Noong una ay hindi ko pa naintindihan iyon pero kalaunan ay nagbuntong hininga ng mapagtanto kung ano ang ibig sabihin niya.
"I was liking your sister for almost a year that time, at the same time pursuing her. Seeing and knowing you, her sister liking me made ms think of something absorb. Like using you to get closer to her, using you to see her everyday, using you to make her like me back or to even make her jealous."
My heart ache by knowing that. All I gave him was my sincerity. Kahit na hindi naman ako madaldal na tao ay ginagawa ko para sa kanya, I change my ways for him but knowing this made me disappointed.
"Pero malakas ka, Alyzsa. Nahila mo ako ng hindi inaasahan. I thought I just like your humor first... I really like how you made me laugh at your simple stories. I like how frank you are but at the same time careful. Akala ko hanggang doon lang iyon, bakit? Kasi kakakilala ko palang sa'yo."
I nodded at that. Naiintindihan ko iyon.
"But knowing that Faris likes you too, bigla akong natauhan, sakin ka, e, ako lang dapat ang may gusto sayo kasi sakin ka. I was like, wow, I really feel for that girl without her doing effort. Nagkukwento ka lang ng araw mo pero nagawa mo akong ihulog sayo."
"Lalaki ang ulo ko niyan, Shan."
"It's okay. I am saying what I felt back then."
"Kinikilig ako, kalmahan mo lang."
"I'm sorry." He uttered that made me stop from laughing. "I'm sorry for playing with you, I am sorry for using you, I am sorry for hurting you."
I repeatedly blink my eyes as tears pooled at the side of it. "Ang drama drama mo, ganyan ka ba magkasakit?"
"Ganito kapag inlove." He said after meeting my gaze. "I love you, so fucking much that I can't even describe it now."
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Humor[ E P I S T O L A R Y ] Baby boy Series #1 Girl banat, Alyzsa was messaging this guy who doesn't know him. He was her long time crush, since she was in elementary up until to college. But since the guy doesn't know him she needed to do something t...
