𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮 𝙠𝙞𝙙𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨

𝐻𝑢𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 - 𝑀𝑎𝑘𝑛𝑎𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒

⚠️ Self Harm Mentioned ⚠️

POV: They either found out you've hurt yourself or they see you trying to.

Hwang Hyunjin:

- Being stressed was a main part of your life, and you couldn't help but constantly feel that way
- Hyunjin knew that you were always stressed, and he constantly tried his hardest to help you but he wasn't sure what else he could do
- He sometimes felt helpless knowing that you felt this way, and he felt even worse knowing what you did to relieve the pain
- He came home from practice one day to find you sat on the bed, cuddled up into a fetal position
- "Are you okay?"
- He dropped his bag in confusion, feeling slightly worried
- The sound of quiet whimpers eventually reached Hyunjin, he rushed over in immediate panic
- "What happened?"
- He rubbed your back, pulling your body closer to his as you wrapped your arms around him
- His eyes fixated on the blades covered in blood beside you, bloodstains running across the bedsheets
- You hid your arms between your chest and legs, trying hard not to let him see, but you knew eventually he would
- "Show me your arms."
- His eyes continued to stare at the fresh blood dripping across the blades
- "Show me."
- He lifted your head, watching the tears run down your cheeks
- "Why didn't you call me?"
- You knew he wouldn't hurt you, Hyunjin would never bring himself to hurting you no matter what happened
- You pulled out your arms, shying your face away from him
- "Call me."
- "I'm so sorry-"
- "Promise me." He interrupted, "Promise you'll call me if i'm not with you. I'm not letting you go through this alone."
- "I promise."
- Your heart raced in your chest as he continued to stare down at your wrists, your clothes slightly bloody
- "Let's get you cleaned up. I want you to tell me everything."

Han Jisung:

- You decided to take a shower after a long day
- After being with Jisung for at least a year now, you never had the confidence to speak to him about the stress you had, aswell as the old cuts you'd had on your body
- Sure, he'd seen your exposed body hundreds of times, but a lot of the time you asked to keep your shirt on, or one of his hoodies on
- You made the excuse that you didn't feel comfortable with how your body looked, and no matter how many times he tried to make you feel better about yourself you just lied saying it didn't make you feel better, even if it did
- He rarely ever turned up at your apartment without warning, so you were surprised when you got out of the shower to see Jisung greeting you in the living room
- "Baby!" He called out to you, walking over to pull you into a hug
- "What're you doing here-"
- "I came to see you. I won't be able to stay tomorrow cos i've got practice to do, so I thought i'd stay tonight."
- You wrapped your arms around yourself, trying to cover your somewhat exposed body, you'd only had a towel wrapped around you after your shower
- He looked at your arms, and at your chest, and not because he was finally wanting to see the top half of your body, but because he noticed your freshly cut scars
- "What's this?" He raised a brow at you, trying to move your arms to see clearer
- You refused to move your arms, which just made him even more concerned
- "Baby. What is it-"
- "It's nothing. Can I get dressed?"
- "No." He tugged at your arms further, seeing the scars and scratches across your chest come into his vision
- "Was there a reason you didn't tell me about this?"
- You knew he didn't mean to hurt you when he pulled at your arms, he was concerned more than anything
- You eventually gave in, dropping your arms beside you and lowering your head
- "I thought you'd be mad..."
- "Mad-??"
- You nodded hesitantly, thinking that right now he'd be mad
- "Why would I be mad?"
- He pulled you towards the kitchen, sitting you on the counter and grabbing the first aid kit from one of your cupboards
- "Let me bandage them."
- "No, it's oka-"
- "Y/n. Let me. Please."
- You nodded to him, giving him further access to your body
- His fingers trailed over the scars running along your wrists, and you watched as a tear ran down his cheek
- "Jisung, I'm sorry-"
- "Never do it again."
- "Wha-"
- "Promise me, baby. Please."
- He struggled to hold in his emotions as he let a few extra tears escape, he felt so guilty for not realising what was going on
- "I promise."
- You promised him, even though you knew you probably wouldn't be able to keep your promise
- "I should've been here."
- "Don't blame yourself."
- "But if I was here this wouldn't have happened. These are fresh." He pointed to your fresh cuts, then pressed his fingers against the old scars on your chest, "And these are old. Really old by the looks of it."
- You appreciated him for helping you, and for being so understanding
- "I'll be here for you always. I promise."