- chases point of view -
I get up from probably snoring to loud waking myself up again
I chuckle to myself as I open my eyes
I look over to Ella and see she's not there
Where did she go
I look over at my phone
'4:22' why did she get up so early
I get up and throw on some shorts before going out of the room
It's still pitch black
"Ella?" I say in a loud whisper and I walk into the kitchen
About a thousand Ella's later where did she go?
Shit!
I run out the back door without even closing the door behind me as I can already hear loud sobs
Shit shit shit shit shitttt
I climb up the tree house ladder and open the door to find her
Her with the head on her knees sobbing
I come in as she doesn't notice me and sit next to her
"Elliana.." I start
Her head shoots up at me revealing her tearing eyes
"I can explain-" I start but I get cut off
"why! were you afraid people would see it.." she asks me in a crack voice
I look over next to her and see the big X over our initial heart
"no, seriously why do you think I care what people think about that"
"well obviously there's a reason you did that so tell me why" she asks
"I..I can't.." I look away from her
"why not! you keep everything from me might as well tell me why you just ruined this"
"you'd never talk to me again" I say still not looking at her
"oh, come on it can't be that bad" she says whipping her tears
"yes it is that bad, now seriously stop asking" I say getting up and walking over to the door
This is getting to far
"hey chase?" I hear before I open the door and I turn around to her
"yeah?" I ask
"I actually hate you.." she whispers as I watch a tear from her eye fall
"good " I reply as I open the door and slam it
Now she hates me and that's good she needs to hate me so I can't get over this
But I get it I mean I have no explanation for her
And look where that got me
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Romance"its like I'm drowning but i cant stop breathing" seventeen year old Elliana Browden is starting junior year with her bestfriend, she is not a nerd but she isn't popular. She is known as the positive, funny and caring friend but on the inside her p...