Get out!!!
Those were the last words I heard when I decided to see my baby.
Mhhh my baby it has a nice ring to it but sadly it's not true, as unfortunately she wasn't my child to begin with. Yes it was my eggs and his sperm that gave her life but no she isn't my child because she was created from a deal and now I want her back. I have been sitting in front of their gate for 3days now, while taking short breaks to go use a restroom in a nearby bar to freshen up and get something to eat, some would say I was crazy but all I want is to see my daughter.
I knew it was a bad idea when I rejected holding her when the midwives asked me to hold her but my mind was in control my heart wasnt and when I let her go I felt empty. She was mine and I could never detach from her completely like the agreement suggested.
I can still smell and feel her as she popped out of me back at the hospital and now I have lost her because of a deal I foolishly signed after she was born.
