Leila

y'all im back....

Guys I just finished HoriMiya and I might sob my eyes out bc of how FUCKING ADORABLE IT IS UGH.

guys the saddest thing happened on Thursday.  So it was my last day of school and I was like “ok I’m going to tell my crush I like him.  Literally told my 3 closest friends bc ik they could keep a secret.  2 of the 3 weren’t around so i was talking to my friend who be been friends with for like ever.  (Since 4th grade) and so then my crush’s friend comes up to me and is like “do you like someone?” You know, in like the annoying voice.  Hes freaking like 5 foot but ig i can call him an acquaintance.  Anyway so he kept bugging us abt the topic and I walk away for ONE SECOND. LITRERALLY 1 SECOND, and he knows.  My friend and I r literally super giggly so that kind of gave it away and i didnt’ COMPLETELY blame her, but anyway i was afraid bc him and my crush r best friends and tell each other everything.  Then the 2 people r i hate the most come over and they find out and then start insulting me for having a crush on him.  Mind you one of them had a crush on him for some time.  Then i gave the guy whos friends with my crush permission to tell him that i like him when I leave.  I go over to my other friend and he thought i left so he told my crush.  I was mortified.  Especially when the most annoying, noisturos fucking idiot who thinks hes better than everyone else says “damn (blank) i feel bad for you.” Like bitch no body likes you.  Istg hes only popular bc he has a Minecraft obsession.  Anyway after this party (which thankfully my crush wasn’t there) i texted my crush and its been literal 48 hours and he hasn’t responded.
          
          This is my life.  I did this last year and he flat out rejected me but at least he responded within the hour like damn bitch leaving me on delivered for 40 fucking 8 hours.

so...I know I haven't been posting anything recently and I apologize for that.  I keep on going back to my documents and wanting to write something but the STUPID WRITERS BLOCK IS KILLING ME IT'S BEEN GOING ON FOR MONTHS.  SOMEONE PLEASE HAVE IDEAS FOR ME TO GET OUT OF IT!!!!

I just found you from a comment .. I just wanted you to know that I am suffering mentally

hey love! Thanks for adding The Bad Boys Enigma to your reading list, I hope you enjoy it if you get the chance to check it out x
          
          

Thank you for reading Hades! <3 

Hey besties I will be posting every week or every other week Bc of my busy school schedule  

Hi love!
          Hope you are doing well. I'm just stopping by to remind you that you are awesome, special and beautiful. There's no one like you and are unique. Have a fantastic day/afternoon/night❤
          
          P.S. If you have any free time, you are welcome to check out my book, Consumed by her.