Adrian Caleb

Remember the words you told me, love me 'til the day I die
          Surrender my everything 'cause you made me believe you're mine
          Yeah, you used to call me baby, now you calling me by name
          Takes one to know one, yeah
          You beat me at my own damn game
          
          You push and you push and I'm pulling away
          Pulling away from you
          I give and I give and I give and you take, give and you take
          
          Youngblood
          Say you want me
          Say you want me
          Out of your life
          
          And I'm just a dead man walking tonight
          But you need it, yeah you need it
          All of the time
          Yeah, ooh ooh ooh
          
          Youngblood
          Say you want me
          Say you want me
          Back in your life
          
          So I'm just a dead man crawling tonight
          'Cause I need it, yeah I need it
          All of the time
          Yeah, ooh ooh ooh
          
          Lately our conversations end like it's the last goodbye
          Yeah, one…
          

Offline ~Adrian 

So I would like to make a couple of announcements. 
          
          Announcement number 1. I am going to be coming back to Wattpad and start writing again. I will try and post a chapter a week but we all know how that works out so I will do it as often as I can. 
          
          Announcement number 2. My book that I had up a couple years ago called "What Happens In The Dark" that I took down for major editing will be being re-posted in the near future. Re-post will be in increments due to some editing of the closing end of the story so I have to go back through and re-re-edit older chapters. 
          
          Announcement number 3. I will be having another book coming out after the re-post of What Happens In The Dark is finished. This book is one that I have been working on for several years and the start of it dates back to 2009 when I had started my freshman year of High School. This book is one that I hold very close to me and would like to finish some of the final pieces of rights and covers and stuff before posting it here. 
          
          And Final Announcement. I would like to shout out to all of my followers, editors, and close friends who have supported me though all of this. 
          
          Thank you and have a nice day :)

Kinda back kinda not *shrugs* 

Where is cookie?

Hi!! It's been a long time.......How are you???

hey there girly :) what's up :) .......I AM BACK!!!!! hey shoot me a text sometime today PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

what happened to cookie?

Never thought I'd actually want to delete my wattpad yet here we are....

WARNING IF YOU ARE SUICIDAL DON'T READ THIS.
          
          
          *holds a knife to my wrist* Is this what you assholes want from me?! Are you happy now?! I hate my life and want to die. Does it make you feel any better knowing you were the final push? The final push to send me over the edge? I'm gone and you bullied me everyday. Does it make you feel any better knowing that my blood is on your hands and you're no better than a common criminal? You'll live your life free because you didn't pull the trigger, or tie the knots in the rope, or even make the cut. But you are still a murderer. You're the reason that I'm dead and I hope it haunts you for the rest of your life.
          
          
          
          I found this is one of my old journals. I wrote this on the day I was about to kill myself. ONE person was able to talk me off the edge. ONE. That person is forever in my heart and I am grateful. If they didn't talk me off the edge that day I wouldn't have had a chance to meet the love of my life. I wouldn't have went to therapy and gotten better. I wouldn't still be here and all the bullies I grew up with would have gotten what they wanted. Me gone. Bullying isn't alright guys it needs to stop. People act like it doesn't hurt them but it does. It does A LOT. Take into consideration peoples lives. Before you say something think about how you would feel if someone said it to you. 
           #ALLLIVESMATTER