Jessica C.

I am a strange, weird 16 year old. I have a sensitive personality and like to hide behind my curly hair. I am the type of girl that sits in the back of class and doodles on a sheet of paper or more likely my sketchbook

I love rock bands and also Japanese music and such. Too many bands to write down here

I am the type to remember my dreams and think about them all day, also trying to stare at a ball and try to make it move with my mind. Sometimes I seem like a loner, but I just want to be in a world where anything is possible.

I don't know who i am
. XD

You can laugh at me, whisper,or just say it to my face but you will never see the real possibilities of what is hidden in the mind and world. Just close your eyes and what do you see? Do you see plain blackness or swirls of light and eyes looking back at you? Call me insane but i'm me and I won't let you hurt me anymore.

Also the term "emo" quite offends me, sometimes cutters and sad poem writers just need a hug, not an mental institution. The term "emo" is just like the "n" word for African Americans or the term "slow" for people with mental disabilites.

If you need someone to talk to, i'm here and I bet that I can understand the situation you are going through. If not, I will be there to support you and a shoulder to lean on. I'm a great listener, instead of a talker and will be there for anyone who needs it.

Yes I cut, but only the open minded would understand this. Plus I might be forced to stop, and I hope those stupid social workers can enjoy tearing me down just like the ignorent kids in my school. I hope they know how much it hurts. Though in a strange side of all this I still am too afraid to kill myself. So don't worry

Join me in a world full of secrets, look into that little crack in your floor boards. Join me in a book.

A book means a escape of reality for me and a place to belong what does one mean to you?