“𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚”

Hey dearests, it has been a while hasn't it?
          
          I'm sorry, really so sorry for going out of the picture for so long. My poor readers, my poor friends whom I haven't talked to in a while, I'm really sorry. I appreciate you guys so much. It has been a minute and I just fell into a loop and yeah I grew up, grew out of this I do not think so, But I did grow up a lot in the time being I was not present. I miss you guys, I miss my friends, I miss interacting here and I wished I have done it more last year I just couldn't and I hope you guys would understand. My lovely boos. I fancy you my loves <3<3<3

did jaehyun just give his outer jacket to taeyong because he was shirtless? goddammit okay protective jae we see you.

Hey cutie what's up, when will you update "our baby girl" again? 

"My dear Jaehyun, you are all grown up! I'm rooting that all your dreams come true!"

Happy new year everyone, I hope you all will find so much more in this upcoming and you finally reach a happy place.
          
          Let's hope for a better year, new good acquaintances, more jaeyong moments and fics, more and more and more happy moments. 
          
          I have been no so active last year but this, oh this year your girl is back! 
          
          happy new year my boos ♡

Came back with a new chapter for our maknae, hope you like it as much I enjoyed writing it.

[The boy with the Rose scar] 
          Teaser as I promised: 
          
          [undefined chapter]
          
          
          "I don't want to talk to you, I'm busy." Taeyong huffs while rolling his eyes and keeping up with his lab, Jaehyun almost chuckles at his cuteness. 
          
          "You need to talk to me anyway," The alpha points out as he frowns a little trying to keep being serious while with the omega. 
          
          "Who was that alpha?" Jaehyun asks as he crosses his arms around his chest in a demanding manner, but that doesn't phase the omega one bit. 
          
          "Somebody I am going out with tonight." Taeyong defies him as he puts the tools down and he too crosses his arms.
          
          Jaehyun did not need to know that they are going to the library to study for their upcoming tests. He would do nothing with that information, he would really not need that.
          
          "Don't you even dream of it," Jaehyun says with a chuckle and Taeyong huffs amused, "My dream, I will do whatever I want!" 
          
          "Well we are not dreaming right now, and if you look closely you will notice that we are in my lab," Jaehyun says with a confident gaze, "My tools," He points at the tools on the table, "My coats," He points at the coats they are wearing, "My omega!" He then points at taeyong who scoffs blushing.
          

Should I post a teaser for the new book? I don't know, maybe some of the coming chapters, like a snippet?

I think looking back at a time in my life, I was happier, i was not in the happiest place ever, but i knew how to make the most of it, and i did truly and simply feel happy, integrated, and myself. Now I am just a shadow of who I used to be, and I realized that when I looked back one sudden moment, and it was all ... Gone? I  am suddenly everything that collapsed and nothing that stood, it was all pure and vast grey, as if you took some white paint and back paint and smeared them randomly. It can never always be white or black I get it, but the dullness of seeing the grey everywhere in my life makes me question if this is the right path for me, if this is the right thing to do, if i am the right person for me. And I am overly and sensitively done with this cycle that keeps going on and on and on never stopping to let me take a breath, but swings hard enough to strip me of everything that makes me myself. It gets exhausting, it really does but i can not get off the ride, because if i do, i will have to live the rest of my life with that kind of ugly throat blocking feeling of deception. It is just between my pride and I, i guess. But is it really this hard or am I just overreacting?! Does it have to be this hard? I can not get a second in my day where my mind is just free, no worries, no problems, no insecurities, no bitter feelings. And things keep pulling and pulling until my skin is bruised. I want what I had once, I want to have that person again, That person who .. who I so want to be. I want that back so badly but i can not waste any more minutes in my past. It feels trapping. I'm trying my best but it does not pay off, I'm trying everything and i don't feel any personal growth, it makes me want to cry.

[The boy with the rose scar]
          Chap: "Mine and only mine."
          
          
          
          
          "I heard that students don't date that much, they study too much." The alpha speaks with a voice thick in possessiveness as he checks the way his stubborn omega stitches the fake flesh into one of the finest stitches he has seen in a while.
          
          "I heard that doctors don't date that much either, they work too much." The doe eyed omega eyes him and smirks as he ties the last stitch.
          
          "Smartass." Jaehyun chuckles.
          
          "Jackass." Taeyong does not miss a beat and that makes Jaehyun sigh in pure amusement.