Amaj Ikman

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          As for my works, I don't have the time nor energy to finish them. If I continue, I will move them to AOO or Fanfic.Net. But I don't see them being finished on here. If I do so, I WILL make an announcement. I also will NOT delete my account. For my few finished stories (and unfinished in hopes they inspire someone to write something similar) I don't think it would be right to do so.
          For the people who supported me, through PMs, my stories by comments, and on this board all these years, thank you, and I am sorry. You know who you guys are, and you actually helped me through very tough times without knowing it by simply talking to me. I don't want to stop talking to you guys. So if you have a Discord, PM me and maybe we can continue to chat there. I will periodically check in just to see how things are doing. Perhaps even hoping that the environment on here would improve one day so I can come back. But for now, this is for the best for me. I hope this isn't a complete goodbye, just a see you later.
          
          Again, I apologize fully to those of you who are waiting for my books to finish. I doubt I can finish them. I really didn't want to be THAT person, but I am just completely dead on the inside. 
          
          And one last thing. I mentioned my gender identity above? Well, I am finally coming out. I am Transgender, and I identify as He/Him. So those of you who thought/think I am a guy? You are/were correct. It's something I felt for a long time but never knew that it was a thing that actually existed. 
          
          I hope you all have a fantastic day, and again, I am so sorry for the inconvenience my leaving may cause. I hope it is not forever, but at least for now, it is necessary.

I've been thinking long and hard about this, but I've decided that I am leaving Wattpad. I just think this platform is toxic, and the shit I had to go through on here sometimes is just too much for me. Between me finally coming to terms with my gender identity, family drama (both about this and other things), college stuff, and work, It's all just WAY too much for me to handle.
          
          When I first started Wattpad, I was excited about this place where I can improve my writing by writing stories about characters in books and movies that I read and watch that I love and cherish. And when I heard that some Wattpad stories have been turned into actual stories? It gave me hope. But... ever since I joined, I've only seen toxicity. From suicide scares, to trolls, to hate, to people feigning abandonment issues to try and control me, to people who harass me like I am an online booty call... 
          
          I am not saying everyone I have encountered is like this. Hell, I met some really awesome people through this site. I met a lot of friends I hang out with on Discord here. But, unless this app makes a change, unless something big happens, I don't see myself coming back. I also see Wattpad dying too. Many of my friends have left for possibly the same reasons as I am. 
          
          Cont.

Update: Still not fully back to writing but I do wanna say that I have a job interview today. I will be working more hours so thus, making more money. It should ease my anxieties of not having enough to pay for my college, car insurance, and other things I normally pay so that should help a lot with improving my mental health. Hope you are all having a good day/night!

Quick update: So, I was getting better and thinking about returning and continuing my works. But then, many things hit me at once, causing me to once again go on a downward spiral into depression. So, my hiatus is still going to be a little longer. I am so sorry. I wish there were a way to stop feeling like shit and get back to writing suddenly, but that will only happen in a perfect world. Anyways, again, sorry for all of this.

Can you please update the Prince of night and rain,? It’s an amazing book, I love it . I can’t wait to read the next part!

please update the sorcerer of camp halfblood it is so good and original

Hi!!! Hope your having a nice night/ wherever you are. 

Hey just wanted to ask that are you going to update sorcerer of camp half blood..... 
          Just because of curiosity and the fact that I have been waiting for a long time... 
          I enjoyed the story till now... 
          Thank you for introducing this idea to me... 

Oh my god your story ‘the prince of night and rain’ is SO FRICKIN GOOD! IVE READ IT OVER AND OVER AND ITS JUST AMAZING!

You know? I find it very entertaining when I play DnD, my rolls vary, but WHENEVER I say I wanna steal something, no matter what class I am, I never roll below a 16, and when I do, my dexterity is high, so I still have them equal near 19 or 20.