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hello to all of my followers on here. i've deleted all my stories, and i thought i would let you all know that.
          
          as i've grown, these stories have haunted me. they were all written when i was an oblivious middle schooler, and i never knew the true harm they could bring as i've grown older.
          
          i touched on many dark subjects and romanticized them with little to no research, which is sickening. no disorder or mental illness should be treated in such a glorified way, and i'm truly sorry i ever thought it was okay.
          
          another thing i'd like to apologize for is shipping real life people. considering my books still got traction, and people supported them, it shows me that not everyone realizes that this is wrong. but let me tell you one thing. it's incredibly wrong. 
          
          all in all, i am deeply sorry this account ever even existed. if you found joy in my stories, i'm sorry but i grew up and saw how wrong it was. 
          
          if you like my hero academia and like eraserhead/shouta aizawa, i have a story on my new account (@rxkikyan) that you can take a look at if you want. that account will purely have character x y/n or character x character stories that focus on lighter subjects. of course there will always be angst, but there will never be anything that glorifies mental illness or disorders ever again.

Hello darling LOVEMARAIS_!
           First, I wanted to say thank you for the amazing piece by "anorexia ✓~j.dun×t.joseph".  it was very interesting to read.
           Secondly, I wanted to ask you for permission to translate "anorexia ✓~j.dun×t.joseph" into Russian.  We have many fans of this fandom in Russia, I am sure they will appreciate it ... I really want you to share your work with them ... I am an excellent translator
           "with love, _youngfoxy_"

@venustheclique THEY'RE SO HARD TO FIND, PLEASE 

wanna rp?

hiiiiiii :)

suck on to say i miss u guys, and i updated my username on insta. add me @imnotpretendinganymore

im just sneaking on to say hi and ily all. i miss you all so much. i changed my user on instagram, it's now @swaggymarais. ill be back soon ❤️

I love that you have tøp and wdw on the same account. I barely ever see that. :D

hey thank you so much for the follow! Hope you are doing good and I hope you're safe and happy and healthy <3<3<3

i'm still gonna try sneaking on here. it will probably be a once a week thing where i'll be on. i had a book in the works, so i'm gonna try writing it in google docs, and when i do sneak on, i'll update it. i hate this so much, and i'm going to miss u all even more. thank you all for 4 years of happiness and love. it will forever be a life changing experience. knowing me, i'll probably be back in a few months. approximately 6? this isn't the first time i was caught on here. i'll come back, i promise