LunarDash723

love ur fanfics! ♡♡♡

Part of me think that if I had continued with Son of Olympus (weekly upload or something), I probably would have half finished it and gain some nice readers. But obviously the priorities since changed and I don’t really regret it as much because of how much just going on in life and it’s actually more refreshing that I could just write something whenever I feel burnt out or creative.

I’ve been reading some stories. Some that are original and some that are fanfiction. And the ones that always get to me are the simple stories. There’s not much ups and downs and no dramatic turns. But through the words and details, it just something else. Like I could read over and over again and find something new. And especially near the end of the story, with one or two sentence, it summarizes the story and wraps it up with a simple closing. For example if it is a sad story, all the anger, sadness, and frustration all combine together and mix into a couple sentence that almost says “it’s over” or  “it’s not over yet”. 
          
          Something about the simplicity of it is what I find lovely about writing. 

Part of me is like “hmm maybe I should write and actually be a competent writer” but the other part of me is like “ I have become the very thing that I swore to not be…how about I start writing next month.”

Writing this one o’clock in the morning does not help my thought processing....but anyway if I do get to 500 one day/one week/one month/one year, then whoop whoop! Congrats to myself! And thank you to all of you guys for following for no reasons(?). Just a small little update though, I am writing still lol. Just not on Wattpad at the moment. I’m writing in another pretty famous app in another country with a different username and with a new ship and everything. But in some times, I’ll come back to PJO and finish my still ongoing forever story and maybe fix masked legend a bit, I dunno yet since to me, I have mixed feelings about it. Partially I hate Masked Legend because it’s a reminder of several moments that I hate to remind and plus I seriously don’t think it should gain this much recognition for crappy storyline, grammar, writing, etc. But partially, I don’t want to delete it forever since there’s some part of me still thanking it because it’s the reason why I started writing more. Also, I’m probably like some of the fanfic writers out there, the passion was never the same before. But I still love PJO, so don’t get me wrong. I just don’t have the ideas atm or I have the ideas, I just don’t have the writing style for it. And I haven’t been reading the books either. The very least bit I’m doing is reliving it through memes and moments. So anyway, I’m not sure exactly when’s the next time I will come onto Wattpad again. I have a idea for another fanfic I’m doing which partially have to do with Greek myth :) so I’m keeping myself with some other things. But if it’s going to be a long time since I talk again. Then I hope you guys, followers or not to have a good day, good afternoon, and good night. Until we meet again.
          
          - MoonEclipse777

Almost to 500!
          

Yo entrando a tu perfil para leer alguna historia, pero me acuerdo de que no hablo mucho el inglés. 
          Mierda! 
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          I'm going to your profile to read a story, but I remember I don't speak English much. 
          shit! 
          
          AJAJAJAJAJAJAJA 
          
          Saludos de Paraguay  

One thing that I was thinking once the pandemic is over is the masks. I don’t like the masks that much but one thing I do like and might miss is just not having to show my emotions or care about how my face look. Not being self-conscious, but for me, I’m always to other people seen as cold/quiet/shy when in reality, I’m just thinking about when school’s over or when class starts or something. The masks gives me some sense of privacy and being less conscious of the emotions I display on my face because no matter what I’m feeling, the mask hides it for me. Or since I helped out in a restaurant, I have to deal with all sorts of customers and depending on the mood, I’m not always going to feel like being friendly to the customers. Not being mean, but I just want to get home and lay down and sleep for the entire day if I could. So the mask, although still tiring, helps me hide some of the depressing mood coming from me so it doesn’t affect my customers. All I have to do is slightly have my voice pitched high and be like “is there anything I could do for you or how was everything” to show concern and “genuinely” wanting feedback while prior to the masks, I have to look concern too to seem like I actually care or happy about their good feedbacks. 

One thing that makes me absolutely not wanting to go into the food restaurant industry because I just don’t want to deal with Karens and normal people on the daily basis like don’t you love it when bunch of people come in without masks when I have 8 signs and cdc papers ( I counted) to tell you to WEAR A MASK. Like I don’t care about your opinions about COVID or wearing a mask. But my family have a family business which we rely on heavily, it’s not good when people are not being supportive to the least (by that, just wear a mask and put it on the chin to the very least effort). I would encourage them to leave if it wasn’t the fact that our business also relies heavily on locals and occasionally construction workers and tourists ( of course this year, there’s probably not going to be any tourists). And if I tell one of them to wear a mask, they get unhappy and then doesn’t come for weeks which lowers business. But if I don’t, the people who take the pandemic very seriously threatens to report us and shut us down lol. It’s tiring to help out as waiter/front desk especially during the pandemic where half the people just doesn’t care and half the people who wears a mask. (I have tons of respect of people working in the food restaurant industry, but I don’t want to be in it because I just don’t like being treated like crap just because I’m trying to follow the rules. And they don’t even decide to tip despite being bratty and upset about it too. Like bruh, I’m just trying to make money over here.) 
          
          

My dad and I are the type of people who would stay up late just to analyze math problems in a new way....
          
          Literally last night, he was checking my homework when he was like “you know there are easier ways to do this right?” And like showed me a 30-45 second videos on how to solve the area of a shaded sectors in a 5*3 rectangular box without any other information what so ever. We spent like a hour in the dining room chatting about it