MisordinaryGirl726

Real love begs no questions, no doubts, no ifs or buts or what ifs...
          	Real love delights in the light, in the truth, in transparency, in authenticity... 
          	Real love has no place for contempt, for resentment, for grievance...
          	Real love is change, growth, and dying so others can smile...
          	Real love is forgiveness and second chances without keeping record of wrongs...
          	Real love is never having to say sorry...
          	Real love brings peace and contentment. It is seeing each other and knowing this is how it should be, this is how it's meant to be, this is all you need...
          	Because real love is love flowing from another person into another...
          	Because real love is as natural as breathing...
          	As predictable as a second...
          	As certain as the sun...
          	Eternal...
          	Forever.

MisordinaryGirl726

Real love begs no questions, no doubts, no ifs or buts or what ifs...
          Real love delights in the light, in the truth, in transparency, in authenticity... 
          Real love has no place for contempt, for resentment, for grievance...
          Real love is change, growth, and dying so others can smile...
          Real love is forgiveness and second chances without keeping record of wrongs...
          Real love is never having to say sorry...
          Real love brings peace and contentment. It is seeing each other and knowing this is how it should be, this is how it's meant to be, this is all you need...
          Because real love is love flowing from another person into another...
          Because real love is as natural as breathing...
          As predictable as a second...
          As certain as the sun...
          Eternal...
          Forever.

MisordinaryGirl726

Have hope... At least he was kind enough to stay away when you told him to, and you got lessons out of it.
          
          It was your fault too, you might have unconsciously encouraged him, your body language, your expressions might have communicated a signal. You flirted back. To you it was just flirting but he took to next kevel flirting.
          
          You are a woman, capable of falling for a man who does that to you. Remember your lessons and don't let any man do it to you again.
          
          He might have wanted more, but saw your negativity and lack of trust and backed off. That's okay, that's you being you, not you wanting him.
          
          He was at best, a friend. And neither of you want anything out of it anyway. So friends is all you are meant to be but he crosses boundaries. Things happen for a reason. He was sent to help you, teach you, test you, hurt you. Nothing more. Being friends is a bad idea. Especially after everything. Much better to let it go. 
          
          You can at least be sure the Universe is looking out for you, by the mere fact that it sent him.
          
          One day, you will end up somewhere, with someone he can't even dream of being, somewhere he will never be able to reach.

MisordinaryGirl726

I am at that point in my life where... It is impossible not to love myself... Even the most unlovable parts, even the pieces once broken, are glowing and shining with a new light and energy now that they have pieced back together and I am whole again

MisordinaryGirl726

People will continue to ask, "how to be you?"
          
          Little do they know I actually do not want to be me.
          
          I would give anything not to be me.
          
          When life burns you so much you turn into a shining star, people only sew the light, but not your scars, and think it's okay to throw stones at you.