HI EVERYONE,
I am going to be completely honest here and I've hesitated on this decision for a few weeks now. My updates have been slower recently due to the heaviness of my latest chapters in GoL. Although I intend to finish the book, it has been harder for me to focus and stay motivated in wrapping up the end of the story.
I think a little of it has to do with the fact that I have a fear of letting go and not doing justice to this story I started writing when I was a teen, and the sadness that comes with it. When I first wrote the story, I never wrote an ending for it. It feels very strange to have to end it now, a decade later, and I find myself filled with hesitation and doubt. I have been filled with conflicting emotions throughout the writing of the past 40 chapters, as half of it seems distant from me (the half written in the past) while the other half seems true to my writing style now in the present.
Throughout the past few months, I have been working on a completely separate story on the side that I have poured a lot of research, energy, and time on. My original plan was to post this story only when GoL was complete, but more and more I am tempted to post it earlier than expected.
As previously mentioned, my intention is to absolutely finish Game of Love, but I will be posting a second story alongside it, and I am hoping in doing so I can help myself get out of the slump of being shadowbanned with GoL, and also refind my motivation and love for writing.
I will be posting the new story, it's synopsis and cover along with a Character page soon and I hope you can tune in.
To my loyal readers and R4R's of GoL, thank you for all your support as it means the world. I will endeavour to complete the book, but it will just take me some time. I hope you understand!!!!
Thanks for reading this if you've gotten this far!!!