NUMSKULLS

rest in peace chance perdomo </3

NUMSKULLS

hey! it's been so long since i logged in here but i just wanted to hop on and vent for a minute -- i don't feel comfortable really talking about this to anyone irl just yet. 
          
          i broke up with my boyfriend tonight bc i didn't feel like i was feeling the same way about him as i once did, and due to that i wasn't really giving him the attention or energy he deserved. it felt really unfair to him and even though i was terrified to let him go, i knew he deserved better than what i was giving him. he took it really well and was as sweet as he could be about it (even with all my tears and snot), but now it's 'over' ig i just feel like my heart's aching. things hadn't felt right for a while now and i'm sure he could see it too, but it just hurts my heart to think about rn. its weird how you don't realise how much you care about something until its gone, though i definitely think it was for the best. sorry for the mushy venting, but i'm sort of a mess right now and needed to pour it all out somewhere :P i hope u all are doing well, or better than me rn at least lmaoooo

NUMSKULLS

@prodigybitxhhh @bayports thank u both sm <3 <3
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bayports

@NUMSKULLS here if you want to talk about it lovely. take it easy and look after yourself!!
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prodigybitxhhh

i understand. ive been there a few times and it really sucks bc its like a huge dilemma and it really can drain you. take it easy on yourself love♥️
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