@SassyInkMonster
Was gonna post a cute asf valentine's day one shot but University decided to get their revenge on me posting our time table for Semester Exams!
So I am off from Wattpad from 12 to 20th Feb!
Take Care. Stay Safe and healthy!!!
Avi✨♡(> ਊ <)♡
Exams, exams why are you here?
Idk why I get all those funny reels after midnight when I can't laugh out loud without risking my parents waking up.
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Wishing all my lovelies a happiest new year. May this year bring you more happiness, good health, success and the things you desire.
Let's keep turning pages filled with happiness and falling in love with fictional characters who helped us keep ashore in our darkest times...
Let's learn to love ourselves a little more this year, and fill the blank pages of 2024 with memories to remember by.
Because,
Like an echo in the forest
Haruga doraogetji
Amu ildo eopdan deusi
Yeah, life goes on
Like an arrow in the blue sky
Tto haru deo naragaji
On my pillow, on my table
Yeah, life goes on
Like this again.
~ Life Goes On, BTS
Stay healthy, stay blessed and stay safe.
Borahaeo
♡Avi♡
Merry Christmas to all my loves! Hope you are enjoying your day....
Drama by aespa is taking over my mind! (◠‿・)—☆
PRAY FOR ME GUYS!!!
From tomorrow till 30th Nov I have Class Tests of my Masters Semester One.
I've prepared as much as I could for it but I'm sweating bullets as I wasn't able to attend a single lecture in college due to my mum's health.... My mum's like I know you'll be fine and you'll score passing marks, but I'm kinda afraid.
My mum is currently under Psychiatric Meds for her mental health. She's doing a lot better now.
I'm off to sleep now!
Good Night! See ya tomorrow!!!
Saranghae y'all,
Avi✨
TW: My Mental Health Ramble DAY 2
Only read if you're sure that you won't be triggered by it...
It hurts to see the one who hurt you and you are hurting for being busy being happy with someone else. Smiling like no care in the world.
Some people might say I'm being toxic but I am not. They hurt me way past any healings.
i just have one question- How could they forget almost half a decades worth of memories and just abandon you like you were some piece of trash in their life?
And now I am starting to believe that maybe I was trash in their lives. And they are now free because they got rid of me... I know it's pathetic to feel like this.
I know, but I can't help with it.
And whenever their names pop up everyday for any reason I freeze and tear up losing myself in the throes of those painful yet once happy memories...
I don't know how to face them every weekend, knowing that we'll never be the same again.. we'll never crack random jokes, whisper each other's pain and share about how our weeks went by but I guess someday or other I have to face it/them.
I guess I still have a long way to find myself again, and learn to love myself again, because I don't have someone to love me other than my parents and some internet friends who makes me see my worth, which I even can't myself.
That's it for today's episode of Avi's metal rambles.
Love,
Avi✨
Letting go of friendships is harder than I thought.
That too bestie friendships.
You wanna call them at every small thing that happened to you, but you can't.
Mind feels like a jungle of memories frenzied,
Some breathing to be emptied,
Some begging to let go off,
Yet I can't seem to stand still on the blues,
They are emotionally struck with glues.
Love you all,
Avi✨
@_Jikook_Exclusive_ Thanks! I am letting go of the memories one at a time which is making it easier to let go... Thank you for being here and being so supportive! Saranghae ◉‿◉
@SassyInkMonster it's a terrible feeling indeed. You write beautifully btw. I love it. ♥️
I'm five days late...
But Happy Pride Month guys!
And I've gathered a little list of BL comics you can read online!
1) Semantic Error
2) On or Off
3) Red Candy
4) The Guy Inside Me
5) Haunted by Desire
Hope you'll like it!
BYE!✨❤️