Lumin

Have you ever wished you could just dissapear?
          
          My classmates were joking about mentall illnesses. They brought up the topic of depression, saying that "It's not ever real. People make it up for attention."
          
          I stepped in and said that it in fact is very real and that they shouldn't joke about it and shit.
          
          They said: "And what are you gonna do about it? Cut yourself or smth?"
          
          A few other mean things were said, but that wasn't the worst thing. 
          
          I didn't really care about what they said, but what hurt me, is that one of those phrases came from... well, a person that matters a lot to me.
          
          And that's what hurt. That it came from them in particular. 
          
          I felt like someone just stabbed me in the heart. Literally.
          
          It turns out that me going quiet was a very funny thing, as I heard even more names in my direction.
          
          I wanted to dissapear. I wanted to turn into dust and never return again. It hurts to know that people can be this cruel.
          
          Yes, I struggle with depression and self harm, but since when is that a laughing manner?

C-can u gimme the numbers for the smut parts in the first ava/avm book..-

Hello guys! Lumin here!
          
          Soooo.... My situation is kinda better (though it ain't perfect)
          
          Even if I can't really write much rn, I'm still working on the books. I'm trying to come up with some sort of plot for "Buisness" Partners.
          
          I have no idea when I'll get back to writing, but I'm sure it won't be too long from now.
          
          So yeah... I'll update the books as soon as possible :D
          
          For curious ones: my mental health is kinda okay. I mean, I managed to survive those few (horrible) days so I think it's good.
          
          I'm sorry that's it's all taking so long, but I promise the moment I'll be able to, I'll get back to writing!
          
          Stay safe guys! Byee!! <33

Get some rest! *Eats your parents*

Hey guys. Lumin here.
          
          I know I haven't written much in a bit, but my life is kinda crumbling apart rn. Sooo...
          
          I had an argument with my mom last night and I think she ran out of things to say, because she decided to improson me, aka, put some wierd parent controll bullshit on my phone.
          
          I can only use it an hour a day. I have 30 minutes for using Wattpad.
          
          Like, how old am I? 9 years old? (I'm 14 + no hate to 9 year olds)
          
          So yeah, don't expect much chapters nowadays. I have no idea what I'm gonna do.
          
          Another issue that I have is my mental health getting... worse, to say the very least.
          
          So yeah, if a chapter doesn't come out in the next month, that means I got myself a ticket to the afterlife.
          
          Have a nice day, while I'm gonna go get laughed at at school by every Human being out there. Byeee!

So I just came back from school. I had a very fun day! :]
          
          I had a period related accident, I got told to kill myself, my stomach hurts like ass and my parents are upset with me for no fucking reason! :D
          
          And how are you guys doing today? :3

OKAY I'M HAVING SOME SORT OF GOD MOMENT RN HOLY SHIT I HAVE AN AMAZING IDEA!!!!
          
          So.... like 5 minutes ago, I decided to look up AvM books in Polish AND HOLY FUCK THEY ACTUALLY EXIST!!
          
          So my idea is: imma write a book in Polish. One, singular book. THAT WILL BE SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          No i kurwa zajebiście >:D

I'm currently sitting in my car, mindlessly listening to the Undertale soundtrack. And suddenly, I come up with the best possible ending for Stickman High :O
          
          So yeah, expect new chapters very soon cause I am highly motivated rn

Hellooooo!!! :D
          
          So uhhh...  I haven't been posting for a while huh? Yeahh... about that... 
          
          So, I didn't really know what to write, cause I kinda realized that I have two other books ("Buisness" Parters, the oneshot book) and like FIVE books planned. So here's the question to you guys:
          
          WHAT DO I WRITE?!?!?
          
          (Plz choose one option)
          
          1. Fully focus on "Once again - Stickman High" :D
          
          2. Write in a pattern (for example, one day I write a chapter for Stickman High and the other day I write a chapter for "Buisness" Parters.) :>
          
          3. WRITE THOSE FUCKING ONESHOTS YOU PROMISED ‼️ >:[
          
          4. Perhaps a new book? :V
          
          (Help I'm visiting some distant family tomorrow. I don't even know those people. There will be like 3 little kids there and I bet they'll want to take my phone to play games or smth!) (I don't even have games on my phone :P)

I made myself a tiktok account. I made an edit. I posted it. 
          
          I question the edit even more than I question these books. Like, why the hell did I make it and just randomly post it? Bruhh (-_-)
          
          
          
          (Account name, in case you wanna make fun of my editing skills: x_lumin_x)