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I am a very abnormal human.
          
          Every single fanfic I have drafted has a ship that people wouldn’t usually ship. Like a really WEIRD ship (by others’ definition, not mine. I think they are absolutely fabulous). And by no means whatsoever is any ship of mine straight. 
          
          

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I’m procrastinating writing fanfiction by reading fanfiction help

Chapter 10 of Wish I Was Better is out!!!!!! Pls don't kill me after reading it.

Hiya peeps.
          
          Chapter 10 of Wish I Was Better is coming out soon, and it's going to be so torturous but good, its bittersweet. I'm crying and laughing and on my toes while writing it lol. The next chapter of The Curse of Chaos will be published later this week!

HEYYYYY!!!!
          
          I hope you all are doing epic, because everyone is epic and should feel epic. I am currently reading the Red Queen series and guys I defo recommend. It’s a rly fun read, and well written too. 
          
          QOTD:
          
          ‘I am a murderer. 
          I killed the girl
          who once lived within the confines of this body,
          who once smiled so brightly,
          who found joy in the small things. 
          
          I killed her.
          
          All that remains are her dead eyes,
          dark eyes,
          casting away any light.
          Her memories have greyed, 
          her joy dead, 
          like Valentine’s roses wilting.
          
          I am a murderer, and I killed the girl I used to be.’
          
          (Written by me in roughly a minute so don’t roast my terrible poetry pls *puppy eyes*)
          

Hiya!!! How is everyone?
          
          So, to anyone who was worried, my mood has improved quite a bit and I’m not as doom and gloom as I was for the past few days.(Yippee :D lol I acc hate feeling so down. It’s annoying and exhausts me.) 
          
          Anyways, I’m ok now, and am literally itching to write something. If anyone has a request for an update or anything, let me know now lol. I’m rarely ever in a updating sorta mood XD
          
          Love you all <3
          
          Make sure to take care of yourselves, sleep on time and smile!!!
          
          

I never really understood why people ever cut. I mean, why would you hurt yourself when people already hurt you so much? What good would it do? I wondered and wondered, even through all my depression. 
          
          Today, for the first time, I think I finally understand. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I’m not ok, these past few days have been really shitty and I’m so sorry for being so dark. I promise I’m not usually this gloomy.

“Who’s the real you?
          
          The person who did something awful or the one that’s horrified by the awful thing you did?
          
          Is one part of you allowed to forgive the other?”
          
          - today’s quote 
          
          
          
          So basically…. I’m being indecisive again. 
          
          I’ve got like 50 books I’ve started but haven’t written more than a few chapters for. Should I publish them? Pls bear in mind I’m literally a very useless and lethargic human bean :D
          
          Help I think I’m high on air wth