alphascifi

Hello everyone. I have finally moved out of my transphobic parent's house! I'm now living with my girlfriend, and we're managing to support ourselves :)
          	
          	I'm finally living as Hannah now, which is a relief in its own. I still don't pass, especially with no make-up skills to tone my masculine face, the constant battle against stubble, and my ever-present deep voice. So many goals.
          	
          	But I need to look on the bright side, such as I've now been on HRT for close to five months! My breasts are becoming more noticeable, and even if there's still the same amount of hair at least my skin is softer & my fat is being redistributed.
          	
          	My girlfriend tells me I've come a really long way, even if it's hard for me to see myself.
          	
          	Speaking of which, she's a writer too! We've talked about a collab project. What are your thoughts on that? She likes to write dark, magic/historical fantasy.

MinzHolder

@alphascifi HI!!!!! just saw you on Anthony Padilla's video on Pansexuals and thought you to be interesting! of course as an avid reader, couldn't pass up and opportunity to check out your books 
          	  
          	  Health strength and powers to you, from Trinidad and Tobago
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massive_milf_lover

@alphascifi Im so happy for you!! <3
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pissy_moth

@alphascifi hey, I used to go by Ink online and I made you a few covers lol. I’m so glad you’re finally able to be yourself!
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imissnessa

I just came here from the Anthony Padilla video. Your so cool :D

imissnessa

@xXUltimate_ShadowXx It’s a pretty old video called I spent a day with pansexuals
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veroalcor

came here from your interview with anthony padilla! :D

MinzHolder

@verajuela OH!!! well in that case, MOOTS!!! 
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veroalcor

@MinzHolder moot(s) is a slang for mutuals (it came from twitter i think) which means let's follow each other, and we can be friends too if u don't mind^^
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MinzHolder

@verajuela call me old but I dunno what moots is lol (not American) 
            but ummmm... sure? 
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alphascifi

Hello everyone. I have finally moved out of my transphobic parent's house! I'm now living with my girlfriend, and we're managing to support ourselves :)
          
          I'm finally living as Hannah now, which is a relief in its own. I still don't pass, especially with no make-up skills to tone my masculine face, the constant battle against stubble, and my ever-present deep voice. So many goals.
          
          But I need to look on the bright side, such as I've now been on HRT for close to five months! My breasts are becoming more noticeable, and even if there's still the same amount of hair at least my skin is softer & my fat is being redistributed.
          
          My girlfriend tells me I've come a really long way, even if it's hard for me to see myself.
          
          Speaking of which, she's a writer too! We've talked about a collab project. What are your thoughts on that? She likes to write dark, magic/historical fantasy.

MinzHolder

@alphascifi HI!!!!! just saw you on Anthony Padilla's video on Pansexuals and thought you to be interesting! of course as an avid reader, couldn't pass up and opportunity to check out your books 
            
            Health strength and powers to you, from Trinidad and Tobago
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massive_milf_lover

@alphascifi Im so happy for you!! <3
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pissy_moth

@alphascifi hey, I used to go by Ink online and I made you a few covers lol. I’m so glad you’re finally able to be yourself!
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alphascifi

Universe Alpha was created at a lunch table and at recess during 3rd-6th grade. I fondly remember always arguing with the main three other people who sat there whose superhero's space army was better, never coming to any actual conclusions. There was me with Green Beetle (who is now known as Beetle in Cosmonogic), Zack (I think it's a ck, not a ch?), whose main character was Whipmaster, a monstrosity made of living whips, Nick, who was known as the co-leader, playing with the character Shadow, who may be coming up in a sequel or prequel. Then there was Curtis, who used Curtis, a giant space dinosaur addicted to funyuns (no joke). It's amazing to see how far these ideas have all gone.
          
          I'm currently attempting to reach out to these three individuals to see if they have any ideas on where these stories should go. I'm not certain they'll like the new me, although I'm pretty sure they know I'm still toying with our ideas (we lost contact after I moved away from the school these ideas spawned in). Wish me luck, I'll keep you all updated on this post!
          
          Also, there were two other notable club members, my first girlfriend from 5th grade (Kaylynn, who created the character Ice Princess which is now referred to canonically as Ice Empress), and a guy named Gabe who created a noir version of my character, Black Beetle. Black Beetle has yet to make it to canon, but we'll see.

alphascifi

@Ihave-no-skills I got in contact with both Nick and Zach! We're actually talking about working on something together, and possibly merging some of our lore. Apparently they have been working on their characters this whole time too!! It has been really cool to see what directions they took.
            
            Zach went down a kind of mad scientist hive mind path while Nick went down a two ancient species fighting each other space opera path. Both incredibly cool.
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Ihave-no-skills

@ alphascifi  that sounds pretty cool, and I wish you good luck with getting in contact with your recess classmates! 
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alphascifi

If you enjoy listening to Bring Me The Horizon, what do you think of their newest album Post Human: Survival Horror? My favorite song on the track is probably Kingslayer.

FandomTrash0328

@Nico_di_Angelo_Dude also, because you really love their new stuff I was wondering what you thought of Dear Diary, to me it brings me back to when I first heard BMTH 
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FandomTrash0328

I LOVE the new album so much, it's been on repeat on my phone for the past week and a half. My favorite song is definitely Parasite Eve (even though it's been out for a hot minute) I love that they went heavier on this EP but I cant imagine what my friends who found BMTH through Amo or That's The Spirit are thinking, I know a lot of people who dont know that Bring Me has heavier roots.
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raphyky14

I’m living for One day the only butterflies left will be in your chest as you march towards your death. It simply gives me chills every time I listen to it, everything about this song is perfect 
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