awhhh thanks so much for your message!! i think i wanted to portray the reality of life, i wanted a happy ending too haha!! but if you hvent already noticed, my username is “bittersweet” and i love love stories as such, hence why i wanted to write something without a happy ending but that was years ago, hopefully ill have time soon to write more (and give you more happy endings haha) have a great one!! ❤️✨❤️✨