chamomile🌼

having such terrible fucking burnout from the school system that you know you're not gonna have time to finish this one story you're really into and will likely drop it like the rest of your unfinished drafts because of when you started it is so fucking agitating because god damn it I fucking love this fic idea and I'm not gonna finish it because of burn out of all the damn things

Non-binary Problems numero Uno:
          
          SOMEDAY'S I REALLY WANNA BE THE PRETTIEST PRINCESS THAT THE KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR FALLS IN LOVE WITH AN SOMEDAY'S I REALLY WANNA BE THE KICK ASS PRINCE THAT TAKES NAMES.
          WHY CAN THERE NEVER BE A HAPPY  MEDIUM.

sing it with me:
          HAPPY BIRThDAY TO YOU~

Wattpadaversary Day One:
          With this last day before my accounts three year anniversary. I wanted to say thanks to the people that really got me on the site:
          Firstly @-siriuslynat I know you aren't active on here anymore, but if it wasn't for you I wouldn't have discovered a place to share my writing with the world. I wouldn't have been writing for so many years without your support. Thank you so so so much.
          
          @-chaos_roll-
          through thick and thin, hyperfixation after hyperfixation, and a whole fuck ton of personal crap. You've been there for me (and my writing) and without you there wouldn't BE a chamomile-trash. You're a life saver through and through. Really man thank you so much <3
          
          @Kzkrai and @Tsundakii
          You may have joined me after the initial craze of Fireflies. But God damn am I happy you clicked on it. You both are stunning people and supported my writing (and me) through and through. I really really REALLY cannot thank you both enough.
          
          @Itsyaboycole13
          You randomly messaged me out of the blue about my writing and I am never looking back. You're incredible and so kind, I look forward to getting to know you better. Thank you for your support with my personal life and thank you for all your support and ideas with my personal writing.
          
          THANK YOU GUYS <3 SEE YOU TOMORROW FOR THE BIRTHDAY OF THE TRASH FAMILY :D

Wattpadaversary Day 2:
          With only one day left after this, let's make it a goodie.
          Despite my fair share of hardships, I write about them anyway. When I first started reading and in fact WRITING fanfiction, it was an escape. but also a way to process. To come to terms with my issues, and realize that other people deal with them too. Even if they were fictional, if people write about it, clearly they've been through  something similair. So I write characters with simialir problems as me, I write about the issues I've seen other people face, you're not alone in the battles you're facing. There are people there to support you when you need it. If you want it. We're here and we're not going anywhere.

Wattpadaversary Day 6:
          I always always use real people as inspiration. Because I've spent so much time with them, I've gotten used to their quirks and habits, and I can utilize the things they do in different characters. One might have their nervous tic, and another might have the same titchy-eye when they're stressed.

Wattpadaversary Day 7:
          The first hyperfixation I had was with Hellboy as a little kid. I made my own little stories and me and the gang went on little adventures when I was bored. The first 'fandom' I joined was Gravity Falls, about five years after my Hellboy hyperfixation.

Wattpadaversary Day 8:
          My favorite number is eight so I attempt to incorporate it into my stories in some fun way (it might be small like a characters favorite number, or a very important chapter is chapter eight)

When you're a allergic to face paint but really really REALLY wanna try on some robot make-up looks so you're just sitting there like: son of a bITCH

Wattpadaversary Day 9:
          Most of the time, when I get serious about my upload schedule. I'll get into a writing groove and be up far too late writing two-three chapters.
          (Somehow I still can't write a two page essay though lmao)