crimsonnebula

Hello everyone.
          	
          	My apologies in keeping you waiting. I am here to give you an update about My Benefactor.
          	
          	To be honest guys, I am not making any progress. I keep deleting, and changing stuff because I can't seem to be satisfied with what I wrote so far. Sometimes, I even get upset about it. Everything I wrote doesn't seem to make sense and my writing style definitely changed a lot and it does not match at all with my previous style.
          	
          	I don't know guys, I feel frustrated right now. I am in the state of a writers rut. I want to give you good content on the upload, but everything is just so half-assed and that is not me.
          	
          	I don't know where I am heading with the story. I even re-read the whole thing and still clueless where to go from here. Maybe the long hiatus contributed to this rut.
          	
          	On a lighter note, Hey! Mr Gangster will now be a paid story on POPINK. So, in a day or two, I will be taking the chapters down and leave only five chapters here  as a preview. To those who are in the process of reading it, my apologies. You may read it on POPINK if you wish to continue it. My pseudo handle on POPINK is crimsonnebula.
          	
          	As for My Benefactor, I don't know how much longer this frustration will last. I might end up uploading a new chapter that might disappoint you. 
          	
          	Help.

TanyaGrenfell

@crimsonnebula hope all is well I just found this book. It's very well written I hope your able to continue it soon.  
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candicemohan7

@crimsonnebula hi, just wanted to say I love your story "my benefactor", and I hope all goes well with your writing projects.
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NateWade

Let me know if there anyway that I can help you @crimsonnebula. I can throw some suggestions and ideas for your story.
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crimsonnebula

Hello everyone.
          
          My apologies in keeping you waiting. I am here to give you an update about My Benefactor.
          
          To be honest guys, I am not making any progress. I keep deleting, and changing stuff because I can't seem to be satisfied with what I wrote so far. Sometimes, I even get upset about it. Everything I wrote doesn't seem to make sense and my writing style definitely changed a lot and it does not match at all with my previous style.
          
          I don't know guys, I feel frustrated right now. I am in the state of a writers rut. I want to give you good content on the upload, but everything is just so half-assed and that is not me.
          
          I don't know where I am heading with the story. I even re-read the whole thing and still clueless where to go from here. Maybe the long hiatus contributed to this rut.
          
          On a lighter note, Hey! Mr Gangster will now be a paid story on POPINK. So, in a day or two, I will be taking the chapters down and leave only five chapters here  as a preview. To those who are in the process of reading it, my apologies. You may read it on POPINK if you wish to continue it. My pseudo handle on POPINK is crimsonnebula.
          
          As for My Benefactor, I don't know how much longer this frustration will last. I might end up uploading a new chapter that might disappoint you. 
          
          Help.

TanyaGrenfell

@crimsonnebula hope all is well I just found this book. It's very well written I hope your able to continue it soon.  
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candicemohan7

@crimsonnebula hi, just wanted to say I love your story "my benefactor", and I hope all goes well with your writing projects.
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NateWade

Let me know if there anyway that I can help you @crimsonnebula. I can throw some suggestions and ideas for your story.
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crimsonnebula

Hello everyone! 
          
          Just letting you all know that I am currently writing a new chapter on My Benefactor. It will take a while to update since I am only writing on my free time which is so little. Approximate upload will be by next week. I sincerely apologize for the delay. I am just trying to find my footing once again and make writing as part of my routine once again after years of being on hiatus. 
          
          Take care everyone and see you soon!

simitelli

@crimsonnebula Omg I thought this day would never come. I've been waiting for an update ever since I was like 14 and I'll be 23 this year. I've missed this story.
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NateWade

Yay. Thank you for the update. I’m looking forward to read the next chapter of My Benefactor. Take your time and have fun writing the story. 
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crimsonnebula

To clarify the confusion, (coz @NateWade went into panic mode lol), I will not abandon My Benefactor. I will continue to write on Wattpad, however, there will be delays in uploading since I have another platform to write which is on Lure. As for a new chapter to My Benefactor, it will be in January of 2022. Just give me time to catch up with what's going on with that story because it's been a while lol I believe the ending is near on that story. So, don't worry. :-)

Amnababy360

@crimsonnebula omg you are back, for years I have waited for you to come back and finish my benefactor. I even looked you up in social media but you have been silent. You don't know how much this means to me and of course others who love your books. Am glad you are back. Please don't disappear again. 
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crimsonnebula

Hello everyone. It's me.
          
          I know it's been a while and I don't even know where to start. For the past several years of being incognito, life has had its ups and downs. Sometimes it's great, sometimes it's not. Sometimes, it's just overall terrible. With everything going on, I dropped everything and focus on my mental health. Fast forward, here I am in Bangkok, Thailand, working as a teacher. I know I left you all hanging with my unfinished stories and you feel betrayed that I have not updated anything since then. All I can say is I am sorry. Please know that I have been thinking about you all and wondering how you've been after I left Wattpad for a while. 
          
          For the past month, a media entertainment company, Lure, contacted me by email asking if I want one of my unfinished books, Letting You Go Was the Hardest Thing, to be featured on their app. This is from my other Wattpad account, TheRedDelilah. I told them I would give it a try, so for a few months now, I have been on their writing. It is a lot different because the story is in chat format so you control the choices and how the story goes. Here on Wattpad, the story is up until Chapter 13. On Lure, it's already on Chapter 15. I am currently working on Chapters 16-18.
          
          I will continue writing LYGWTHT on Wattpad soon. For now, the story continues on Lure app, that is if you are interested to read it. The title on Lure is "Letting You Go" coz the title was too long. lol
          
          When LYGWTHT is done on Lure, My Benefactor will be the next story to be featured on Lure app.
          
          I hope you all are doing well. Take care.
          
          Happy New Year everyone!

NateWade

@crimsonnebula Thank you for making this book a series. You just make one of your biggest fans really happy. I’m looking forward for your next story update. 
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crimsonnebula

@NateWade Yes, I remember you. How can I forget lol We used to talk a lot back in the day. Of course, I am thinking of developing his role as a protector or whatever. This is a series after all so it doesn't end with just one book.
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NateWade

@crimsonnebula Thank god. I thought you’re going to abandon the story and your fans. I’ve sent you PM. You can check it out. Anyway could you develop more on Bryson storyline and the main character like how he was supposed to become her protector and all that. Btw this is my new username. My old one is DevRave. You can say I’m one of your biggest fan here.
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Alyssisms

Hiii. When will you update the Letting You God was the Hardest Thing? While I was doing the dishes I remembered it suddenly. I missed Dalton and Charlie already  it's been years since I've read that. I hope you update 

LeslieM78

Hi there Ms crimsonnebula I don’t mean to bother you with such things but I was wondering if you were discontinuing the Benefactor or not? It’s been a long time since tour last update and wondered. Yes I realize you have a life outside of being an author here and I really do understand we get overwhelmed with other important things in life, but truth is I love your books including the Benefactor would you consider giving us an update?